You are the music in me

yay!

2011-03-16T18:13:00.000-07:00

there's choir today, and somehow, i feel like going early to help the ppl who needs help. ok so here's the thing, this protugal conductor came on tues to give us a master's class. at first, he commented on mr yong's conducting, and taught him how to conduct properly so that we understand him more, and i wondered, "hmm, is he here to teach mr yong or teach us?" then as the time passes, he said we sounded good! he asked mrs on to play a C and he said, B sorry, cause B in portugese is C like french. and we went LOL! so yea that was a pretty good experience. he was kinda fun actually. well, the thing was, i dreamth the night before that the conductor was going to be some young handsome man, blonde or brown hair, blue eyes, muscles everywhere, and it turned out to be a rather nice looking man, white hair. so haha, if it was the kind in my dream, i would've hyperventilated. LOL

the chem lesson has finally finished. phew~ what a complete waste of time for the 1st 2 days. he gave so much worksheets, and didn't even provide the ans so how are we supposed to know if we're correct or not? yes, he went through the answers verbally, but he keeps rephrasing his answers when we ask him to repeat, it's so irritating! and he says, our distinction is only 60%, yea and you know why it never rises, because of his teaching technique. giving us a gazillion papers won't help if there's no answers you know... even a student has to teach him that? omg... the 3rd day was constructive though. the relief teachers gone through a few questions with us, with the answers that they provided. thank goodness this time the answers are placed properly on powerpoint or word whatever, so that we could copy it down.. thank you relief teachers. hui qi was reaching her chi book throughout the lesson. then she closed the book and went, "AHHH! I finished alr they haven't finish???!!"

things at home were pretty well. my laptop came back to life and that's like so great! i finished most of my hmk, haha. time to do some studying and some mindmaps for my sec 3 topics, esp bio. got a gazillion mindmaps to do.. sighs. i finished the draft for the mindmap on human eye. i thought its gonna be a long chapter, but it was actually a very very very very short one. cos most of it is learned in physics alr. abt the converging lens. the lens you find in the eye a i dunno how many times smaller than the converging lends you find in the phy lab.

NOOOO

2011-03-08T02:31:00.000-08:00

there's this stupid forfeit tmr damn it...??? no A math test tmr so kinda relaxed for now haha. i find that i'm actually lying to my parents. that time saturday, i said i was going to my friend's hse to do project, when i was actually practising for the forfeit. u know what happens when we can't do the forfeit. sunday same thing. i didn't tell them that i had to practise for a forfeit simply because they would not allow me to go if it was such a reason. i know them too well. so if htey don't trust that i can mange my time, complete my work first before going, then why should i trust them???

oh my gosh

2011-03-07T03:49:00.000-08:00

when was the last time i posted??? last year?? gosh.. to lazy to blog ler bahs, although i still check my blog every now and then. okayyyy, here's the thing, there's this stupid forfeit on wed. really stupid sia... got the lowest score for the quiz so gotta do a forfeit. then our grp like take such a forfeit seriously, even met up on sat and sun to prac the stupid dance LMAO. well... angela texted me saying that we're supposed to meet on SUNDAY but i saw the freaking word as SATURDAY so i ended up making my way to her hse at 9 am, texting her that i was so stupid enough to see the wrong day, and woke her from her beauty sleep hahhahaaa, i was sorry that i came at the wrong day, but i was not sry that i woke her from her sleep MUAHAHAHAH

okay, um... lots of tests this week. i'm not so worried abt e-math vectors, can't be that hard, learnt most of it from phy alr. the worst is a math! trigo man... sianz... the sin cos and tan make our brains go seriously WILD.... then there's geog timed prac, which we had to take it like a TEST cos she's gonna KILL us if we didn't reach our target. sighs. everyone ended up choosing 13 out of 15 for the paper. some chose 12 but she just wrote down 13. lol...

then there's ss. nearly fell asleep, then eng, totally switched off. then timed prac phy. go phy lab. hey ms lin gave us chocolate-biscuit to eat. i chose hazelnut flavour cos that flavour dominated the whole box haha. she's sooo nice hmmm haha~

then there's choir! haha, i'm like.. the only sec 4 who came on time fro choir even though i got timed prac. the rest either asking teacher ques or just simply taking their own sweet time to come here..... is it so hard to walk faster. and when teacher say can go liao just go lorrrr still dilly dally... there's a reason why timed prac ends at 4... u know it ends at the time where choir starts, and still dun have a sense of urgency... so disgusting...

at the end of choir, there was this announcement abt detention for ppl who can't sing in choir. it's like WTH???? it's so stupid......

oh and.. i failed turot just so u know. i only passed kaze and wind. turot's kinda hard even though it looks easy. ther's no piano nothing. u can't rely on anyt to get yr note...

overrr

2010-10-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

woohooO!!! exams are finally over, now its PARTAE time! YAY! oh ya, i just realised, in the beginning of this year, i was same height as my mum, but now, i find that i'm taller than mer cos i could look over her head. haha!

well, i'm gonna keep this short. too lazy to type any more stuff. i'll type when i feel like. =D

if u wanna get me smth for my bday, u could give me a new guitar case. i would seriously need one. =P ^^

201

2010-09-26T02:37:00.000-07:00

This will be the 201st post. Ok, there's English paper on Thursday and I'm still here blogging. Ah, well, i studied S.S already! And i did a heck a lot of A math cos Mrs Chiu gave so much worksheets, so I just gotta do it. I tried doing split.. haha, sounds funny. and of course, I didn't succeed. Hey, you can't just learn split in a day. LOL.

CCAs stand down ler. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. One thing, I'm one of the few few people who's committed to choir. I'm one of the few people who likes choir, and enjoys their time there. So, yea, I'm gonna miss choir. Won't be having it till the EOY is over, which is about next month. Sigh... EOY... it's something that I don't wanna talk about right now.

I'm feeling tired..... and tonight gotta ta pao from downstairs hawker center. I seriously don't know what to eat. Seems like anything that I eat from outside will be me fat. URGH... Tuesdays and Wednesdays are two days for me to skip lunch. I have to have lunch on Monday because there's choir, surely I wouldn't want to faint. Choir on Thursdays as well. Friday is a day to go home early, so there's no skipping lunch... Well, I know it's unhealthy.... to skip meals... ah... it's difficult to understand if you're not me.

i'm seriously tired

2010-09-25T03:57:00.001-07:00

ok... the title tells you everything. I'm really really tired... Not of my life. I just went for a jog, and now I'm totally exhausted. Guess what? Grandma's gone to uncle's house to stay! I can finally have my darling room back! HAHA!

Today's Saturday. I'm hungry. Ok, that was totally random. The main thing is....... there's the F1 race today!!!!! I'm so gonna stay up late to watch it! TOTALLLYYYY!!!!!!! I have every reason to stay late! OOO there's gonna be Lewis Halmilton, the hottie! XP! LMAO TEEHEEE I'm excited! Hope, fingers crossed, that it doesn't rain. I hope the weather's gonna be perfect for the event. =)

I'm so into choir pieces lately. I spent the afternoon searching for choir songs sung by different choirs, written by different composers from various countries, and I have to say.... my school's choir is nowhere near the choirs that we hear on youtube. The ones we hear online are those purest, cleanest sounds. Well, that's mainly because the place allows echoic sound, thus, it probably enhanced the sound.

Ok, i'm really really hungry. Guess i gotta go take dinner now. I know the time that you see me post this really weird. But the time now is 7.06 p.m, so yea, IT'S DINNER TIMEEE!

bored

2010-09-19T04:38:00.001-07:00

gahh, i just realised, all my titles in my posts are one word titles.. hehe, i think i'm just lazy to put a proper title there. sigh.. guess wat? it's SUNDAY. yea, and there's sch tmr. grrrr.... but this sunday, something goooodddd happened. ya wanna know? today dun have ai! LOL! not that it's a gd thing but grandma can't watch it today cos got the charity show. for once, i really like the charity show taking over this slot. =P. haha!

yesterday was a BLAST! it's granny's bday (i dunno how old she is now. ps)! WOOHOOO! eldest aunt was the first to arrive with her son. then the food came. we set up the table. they helped, of course. then youngest uncle came, with his whole family, and yea, that means my favourite cousins came too! hehes. one of them is same age as me, while the other one is 18 this year. my other cousins are WAY WAY older than me. then, my niece came! she's abt 8 mths, and she's adorable! cried when grandma held her, and took less than a second to calm down when her mother carried her (her mother is my cousin's wife btw). and my bro said, she resembles a lot like me when i was her age. i didn't allow any1 except my parents to carry me. xD then more and more strolled in.

i watched bro and cousin jam on computer games almost throughout the whole session. then 2 cousins say that i got very straight hair, they thought i rebonded, but i told them no. it's naturally straight. lol, they prob realised it's really straight cos they never see me let down my hair b4. haha. so.... at abt 9 something, aunt took granny to airport to see my cousin who just came back from a holiday. OH yea, i almost forgot smth. my cousin, who got married almost a year ago, is pregnant! yay! she's 6 months pregnant! that mean i'm gonna have another niece. i was actually so damn shocked when she came into the house with a big big stomach, and my first instinct was like, "WHAT?" and i was thinking, "OHHHH!!! I'M GONNA HAVE ANOTHER NIECE OR NEPHEW!!!" LMAO... okk that's abt it.

then when bro was playing the game. he anyhow shove innocent citizens and stab them when he's not supposed to.. then the character he's controlling jump and run on roofs, and when he dived from roofs, and landed safely, we all stunt leh! we went like, he jump like that still cannot die ah? LOL damn epic.

okays, i gotta go b4 mum screams at me to go do other things. ciao~

damn, it's thurs

2010-09-09T06:46:00.000-07:00

is it really thursday??? it felt like my so-called 'holidays' just started. ahh... hate this life... school's gonna reopen on mon, and the horrible life continues till EOY exams are over.. honestly, i think choir and guitaring has been keeping me sane. after the exams, i'm gonna PARTAEEE and enjoy life while i still can MUAHAHAHA!! ok let's not talk abt this for now. let's not focus on the 'after' when the event has not even started.

ah well, i went to library today.. spent a long time there simply cos i'm too petty.. can't find a book that i like to read.. even if can find also read b4.. i found some books from a series, but it's like the 1st bk is missing, while the 2nd bk can be found, so yea.. skipped that book. well, i borrowed 2 bks in the end.. i haven't started reading yet, so i can't say if it's nice reading or not. when i read finish then i intro k? lols

i'm rewatching Boys Over Flowers. yes, the Korean one. the 4 korean GODS OMGGGG!!!! the leader is sooo damn HOT with his croissant-like hair HAHA, then the bronze hair one. the musician.. omg, he's like a fairytale prince that every girl dreams of having. then the casanova playboy.. omg i LOVE HIS CUTE SMILE, makes me so jealous of jan di's friend. haha! and the last one, brown hair i think, he got some SICK moves in dancing! MUAHAH! love them all! HOHO! i noticed something though. the leader always wears black, or dark colours, while the musician always white. my mum even says that ji hoo always wears something special.. something outstanding from the rest. well, i guess the leader and ji hoo have contrasting colours, even though they're best friends ans closest to each other. but the casanova and dancer are like neutral colours, like brown or grey. so it's like the playboy and brown-haired dude are best of friends. i notice in the show, they're always.. well not always, but most of the time, together. i'm so obsessed with this show that i watched the NG scenes as well. HAHA i loved it when kim bum just laughs all of a sudden. then when ji hoo smiles, i melt everytime OMG, then int he show, when jun pyo appears shirtless, my heart stops HAHA! tooooo obsessed LMAO!

ok, i shall continue my rambling another time. it's late, and i dun want to sleep early, so i'll go watch TV till mum chases me to bed. cya~

woo

2010-09-03T22:50:00.000-07:00

yay i finished e-math hmk alr! haha! i left like... 20 more to go.. sigh.. i did ques 1 n 2 of geog. hey dun say that i did so little. each ques has sub-parts, and the answer just write paragraphs... then the evaluation OMG urghhhhh!!!! heng that we got tb. can just copy from tb. =P

i'm bored... like really really bored.. ya noe why? cos dad's in the rm sleeping, and the freakin laptop is inside my parens' room... so yea, it kinda feels like i got no privacy at all. all i can do is to pluck the earphones in my ears and jam songs that i like...

ah.. i duno what to type already... just that my holiday wouldn't be much of a holiday.. cos i have TONS of hmk... and i gotta go back to sch on mon and tues. mon the whole day gone liao. cos the bio course if from 7.30 to 5.30 OMGGG!! ahhh.. that brings down to the fact that the number of days where i can do hmk is MINUS ONE, OMGOMGOMG. ok i duno how to phrase the above sentence. so do u know what i'm talking abt? if no, nvm.. i'm just crapping.. i think all the work will drive me insane.... like make my IQ negative or smth..

sigh.. okays.bb

grrr

2010-09-03T04:48:00.000-07:00

damn, facebook wouldn't even let me in now... i was told that there's some account maintainence or whatever shit... now my food in baking life sure rot one lor.. ahh... ok, i let the news abt my results to my parents although i knew the result way b4 i told them.. reason being, i was not ready to tell them yet. they prob wouldn't accept the lousy marks i got. and truly.. they are really disappointed with me. i felt i really could have done better.

and guess what. i have 23 new hmk. what the hell is wrong with my life... 23? in a week? u crazy?? we're not 'doing-hmk machine' u know? urgh..

and wat a perfect day to end the last day of sch for the term.. i screwed up my oral.. i honestly dun think i would de well, AGAIN... i was lucky to have mrs neo AGAIn for the 3rd time.. for 3 years liao.. still get mrs neo. heh. i purposely went to her. cos i heard that she's kind. so yea.. i purposely pray and hope that i'll get her. firstly i screwed up the reading. fumbled and stumbled over the words. i read pollution as population omg.. what was i thining.... sigh...

ok i'll stop here for now cos i need to complete my mountain of hmk asap. bye for now.

dunnoooo

2010-08-31T06:21:00.000-07:00

ok, i haven't updated in like a long long long long long long long long long time. that's a lot of longs. i typed them out k? i didn't copy and paste haha. =P how long? well.... like half a year. ah well... been lazy and busy. busy with schwork and facebook. OOO facebook's so cool! haha, random.

yea, it's teacher's day celebrations today.. it's so fun. there's this 'opening ceremony' where the teachers walk down the red carpet, well, they were classified in groups according to how long they teach in the sch. so the teachers who taught for like less than 5 years walk down first. i saw ppl like ms hester tay, mr puffer, and many many others. too many to be named.

then the teachers teaching 6 to 10 years walk down.... yea applause. then i think, 11 to 15 years. applause again. then 16 to 20 years, that one i saw mr tan peng chiang, and 3T1 went CRAZY! omg seriously.... then 21 to 25 years i think got mrs chiu. then again T1 went berserk... then more than 25 years, got mrs poh, etc etc and finally, mr tan!! omg the whole school went hollering when he took his step down the red carpet. HAHA! damn epic

the there's this skit performance where it involves both students and teachers. in the skit it's like... teachers and students switched roles! aza, nicholas sin, foo wanling, christine wong, bernard lee and another one took their roles as students in this skit. the seng wee was playing as mr tan PC, then the MOST funny one is benjamin, acting as DM OMGGGG! damn epic again. his accent everything OMG HAHAHAHA! ROFL!

ok the performance ended blablabla, stayed in sch to do bio project.. then go home.. lunch.. facebook... go pri sch... saw mrs raymond and OMGGG she had a whole new makeover!!!!!! straight maroon hair.. lol! i still can't believe it haha! then we talked talked talked, sneaked to the music rm to talk talk talk again. honestly, jiayi and xuanyi were still the same lor.. it feels good to have them around. LOL! the best part is. . there were GUITARS in the music rm!!!!!!! =DDDD *ahhhhhh* they're so freakin small! lol, pri sch mah! hehes~ and i gotta say... i was hogging on to the guitar the whole time.. not showing off my skills. honestly i dun have any skills whatsoeva. any guitarist can do what i do. cos what i do is just the basic stuff. =)

then aft leaving the sch, we went to lot 1, bought food, go rooftop to eat and chat. we passed the packet of tidbits around, i took a little, and honestly i dunno how many times it reached me b4 it was passed to wenxi to finish it. lol. i suggested playing chalky. fail lol. then talktalktalk till 6.30. then went home.. yay! i'm kinda lucky not to get grounded by mum. she wanted me to come home early to study for orals which is on fri. but seriously.. i only get to see my pri sch classmates like ONCE A YEAR! sigh... i'm glad i stayed. haha. i got my sun dae anw. XD

that's it. toodles for now~

yo

2010-04-09T01:10:00.001-07:00

Ok erm, that was a really emo post. It was just about someone I knew over the past 2 years. I’ve totally ignored my blog for a long long long time. Now I’m back to posting. Mr lim dragged me to the science competition. And now, I’m working on it as best as I can. The topic is about waste management. We’ve got most of the content done, so now we have to focus on the design and webpage layout. So if anybody has ideas, pls tag or contace my facebk, or text me or Melissa or hui min. thanks a lot. We’ll appreciate your help.

The new Zealanders are in our school now. And OMG, they’re like gods and goddesses descended from heaven. The red haired one plays the guitar, there is a violinist, and they have at least 7 soloists. They listened to our choir, and I found it hard to concentrate when they were in front of us. I didn’t think I looked at mr yong. I looked at the NZ guys instead. The red haired curly guy was looking at me. I glanced, then I felt really shocked, then I glanced again, and he was still looking. I felt like melting right there. Right there at the 1st row. He was half smiling. I felt a stupid flush in my cheeks and I wished I had a tan to cover it up.

I really think I’m falling in love with Justin Bieber. I scream when I took some facebook quiz “which celebrity would date you?” and I got the answer as Justin Bieber. I also took a quiz “Which celebrity would MARRY YOU” and the answer was Johnny Depp. OMG! I made Ching Yee really jealous. She wanted to slap me, strangle me, and if she were a pampered princess, she would lock me up in the highest tower and force me to surrender both Johnny depp and percy Jackson to her. But of course, that will never happen. =)

My bro was going to school, and he saw the blonde new Zealander. I think he fell in love with her. Well, I can see why. She’s tall. REALLY REALLY TALL, and she’s blonde and she’s very pretty. The girls in the school are going gaga over the NZ hunks. Typical Singaporean girls. LOL! They say that Singaporean girls are crazy over caucasion guys. And I think it’s true. Nope, not I think. IT IS TRUE. It’s been proven! LOL! Claudia was tolerating with me throughout lessons when I counted down how many hours I’m going to see the NZ in choir. Hui Qi too! She endured me during chem. Lab period. Thanks so much pals! Thanks for letting me crap throughout the lesson and going crazy.

Dad’s going to get a new guitar soon. I hope he’ll get one with the cut in. This enables me to play the higher notes than a normal one. Kevin has the cut in one. He says he got it at $20 from other country. Dad says a guitar costs at least $800 dollars. I think this is the reason why I’m joining competition, aiming to win a prize, to get a guitar, to win a free trip overseas. We can’t afford a trip overseas, that’s why I’ll have to win one on my own.

Oh great, it’s raining. How am I gonna go home? It’s a short distance, I know. But because there is no shelter to my home.. =( well, I can take bus, but that’ll waste money.

2010-04-09T00:49:00.001-07:00

It has been two years. I first met you when I was 9. I guess you barely knew me, since we barely talked. You’re graduated out of high school now, I hope you still remember me. Just to let you know, I still remember you, and even remember how we used to talk online. I make up scenarios that never happened. I guess I just didn’t have the courage to speak. I guess that’s why you thought I pretended not to know you. Well, that’s not the case.

I hoped to see you again someday, maybe on some school occasions, when you’ll come back. I stop breathing when I see you. I crossed my fingers, praying that I won’t faint right there. Right where I saw you. I guess you never realized. I guess the thought never occurred to you.

Everything that you typed, every move that I see you make, was beautiful. Well, in my eyes, it was. I’m not sure about that now. I think I last saw you a few months ago. It seemed like a really long time. The memories are fading slowly. But they’ll always have a spot in my heart. I think I’ve moved on. I’m doing well, or maybe not. But I find myself struggling when I wanted to let go.

I hope you’re doing well now. I don’t expect you to remember me. But just in case you were wondering if I knew you, of course I did. And I wish you all the best in whatever you do.

CNY

2010-02-19T19:26:00.001-08:00

Have common test next week. Gotta commit myself to studying this week. During the CNY holiday, I went to my grandma’s house, spent the time watching television cos there was no one there yet. We were the first to arrive. Besides my brother and parents, there were no aunts or cousins etc… =(

Then I went to drink water from the kettle. I thought the water was not so hot, because it had been there for hours already. I poured some of the water into my water bottle to refill, then I drank the water. Bloody hell, it burned my mouth. A thousand red-hot needles pierced the taste buds on my tongue.

I ran to the sink and spit everything out. I stood there, hunched over the sink, letting my tongue hang out of my mouth, and panting like a dog who has run a hundred kilometres. The water was HOT HOT HOT!!! I placed my water bottle in the freezer compartment of my grandma’s fridge. Her fridge was almost empty. It had an abundant space to store stuff.

On the 1st day, I went to gamble with my relatives.i won $4! LOL! I ate quite a lot too. I think I gained weight… I never got hungry during that few days.

My mum didn’t allow me to get posters of my favourite idols……. So I think I’ll cut out the pictures from newspapers, paste on drawing blocks, wrap with transparent plastic and paste it in my wall. =)

2010-02-18T23:29:00.000-08:00

my cousin

my niece. (she's my cousin's daughter)

CNY and Valentines!

2010-02-11T21:50:00.000-08:00

yipeeee. cny and valentines coming up!

the school was celebrating cny today,

and there was the lion dance,

then the person who was wearing the dumb tiger costume was chased away by the lion.

we were all laughing like crazyyy when he rannn away when the lion came near.

after the performance,

we went to the canteen for tossing of yu sheng.

we had such a limited space...

i was sandwiched in between huiting and angela.

we all took a chopstick,

and we pour the ingredients down.

there was this seed-like thing.

its in between seeds and powder.

we pour the whole packet on the ingredients.

and the noodles that we are supposed to toss looked like a mountain.

when the golden brown seed-like substance is pured down,

it looked like a volcano what doesn't have a crater and the ashes are all over the island.

LOL!

squeezed the lime.

then we tosssssed!!!!!! wowow!!!

after the tossing,

cleaned up the place,

went back to class,

recess...

go to hall,

cip briefing...

another recess....

go to blk 423, its directly at the 7 eleven.

grp with mui hao, anh n claudia.

went up to blk 7.

when we were giving out the goodie bags,

muihao told the residents that we were there to bai them.

claudia n i were laughing our heads off.

there was this house where a really cute dog was barking.

soo cute!

ytd,

kai xiang gave valarie a rose.

how sweet is that?

2010-02-06T21:55:00.000-08:00

i'm engaged

2010-02-06T21:53:00.000-08:00

i'm really engaged.

i really am.

ok, you might not know him,

but i've already decided.

i really love him and i wanna spend the rest of my life with him.

who is he?

he's my GUITAR!!!

i haven't think of a name for him yet.

perhaps you can help me think of a good name.

got any suggestions?

dun hesitate to tag.

ahhh

2010-02-06T21:44:00.000-08:00

oh noooo...

there's gonna be lots and lots of tests next weeeekkkk.....

and i chose the wrong time to blog... lol.

nvm abt that.

guess what? we have sec 1s joining us for choir!

not forgetting the new sec 3s as wellllll!!!!!!

carla's in alto! sarah tooooo!!!! lol.

i'm crazy...

i was watching the down with love last night,

and it was soooo funnny...

quite unrealistic, but still its funny!

i find that ella is such a good actress!

her expression when she was in the eating contest,

her sis wanted her to eat slower cos they were aiming for 2nd place.

and when she was taking the order of a customer,

can't diff if its a whu pai or niu pai. LOLLLL!!!

and when the hottie guy almost knocked her down!

that was HILARIOUS!

can't wait for the next episode!

i know how to play breathe by taylor swift on the guitar lerrr!!!!

but when i sing along, i always get distracted.

well, guess i can't multi-task.

lol!

chi new year is coming sooo sooon!

feel so excited!

what am i gonna e wear??

what goooood food can i expect?

lol...

T2 got ms kang as their phy teacher!

aw man, i wanna go T2 tooo!

ms kang ROX!

feel good...

2010-01-21T20:39:00.000-08:00

i've ignored my blog for abt a month...

school has been so fun nowadays!

esp when there are jokers in the class.

there was once when the teacher was talking abt smth in class,

i can act hear mr kuek's voice from below.

maybe he was teaching maths downstairs.

i kinda miss ms zhuo...

miss the way she teach us, nag at us.

ok lar, she didn't really nag.

for geog, we always like to 跟老师讲条件。

and this mon, the 18th,

the 1st period was E math, we had a test,

then aft the maths, was chi.

then also got 爱的礼物 test.

its like test after test....

phew,

thank goodness it's ovvveerrrrr! =))))

i joined pop guitar for the grove it course.

it was fun, thou we didn really play in the 1st lesson.

only learned the G chord and some tuning.

jm n lx joined iband.

using the iphone. COOOOOOOOLLL!

i didn really get to use an iphone.

i ask my cousin to teach me how to use her iphone.

cos must 体会一下。哈哈。

i wonder how brandon (my cousin) is doing.

he just start sec 1 this year.

he wants to join basketball.

if not, boys brigade,

or scouts.

my fav part is when i was back with choir.

WEIDE came backkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol! he hide in one corner,

crossing his fingers and hoping that no one will notice him.

he did a big favour in giving me his E math bk.

i owe him one.=)

malcolm's voice changed loads.

so diff from last year.

and he's way taller.

i guess he has to look down when he talks to me,

and i'll have to look up at the sky to talk to him. sigh...

today got half day!

came back after p.e

played captains ball. boys verses girls

that was sooooo unfair.

ya know, most of the boys are WAY WAY taller than all of the girls,

then they put benjamin on the chair.

then jason and joash went to the girls side,

cos they're classified as the shorties.

the game was really fun.

jean even tried to block the ball from scoring to the boys by standing the chair and sandwiched xing an to the wall.

jason got kicked to the floor due to his small size,

there were other moments when he crouched under the person, and threw the ball to his teamates. the advantage of being tiny.

lol.

ok gtg. ttyl.

it hurts!

2010-01-02T19:47:00.000-08:00

OUCH! my pinkie (little finger) hurts. it really hurts. the song that i've been spending a lot of time on is white horse by taylor swift. and my pinkie has to stay on the sharpest string pretty much throughout the whole song. i spend abt 2 hours a day practising on the guitar. morning once and evening once. well, there is still the mark that is on my pinkie for 10 mins. lol! hope it gets better.

i'm having a soar throat... had it since fri. came back from swimming feeling a bad headache, so i went to sleep for 45 mins, then had dinner. ate very very little cos got no appetite... then i measured my temperature. 38.4. took the medicine. the pills will cause drowsiness, so i went to a deep deep sleep again. lol. woke up an hour later. i wanted to go to the toilet. cos before i slept, i drank loads of water. then i saw that it was showing MJ's concert on tv. it was one of my fav, beat it! my mum was singing along to it. haha. i didn't feel sleepy anymore so i watched it too. my temp went down. i was sweating, so i felt much much better. i missed the triller and his moonwalk. so i continued watching, hoping that he will do it again. one of my fav is also black or white. Love that one!

my throat still hurts though, but luckily not no more fever anymore. =))) man, i'm starting to feel schoolsick. not sick of school, bubt sick of home haha. i think i miss school and my friends too much. miss ms phua. miss 203. miss the class atmosphere. how the jokers keep disturbing the teachers. miss ms kang. miss ms zhuo! lol. its ok. i can see them tmr! yay!

happy new year

2009-12-31T18:34:00.001-08:00

got myself a new blogskin.

whatcha think about that? sweet and simple.

and i wrote a poem for my dad. i think i'll use four or three chords for this.

could be a couple of years before i can complete this song.

lol.

today is the first day of 2010.

sch is opening on 4th jan.

aw mannn..... wanna enjoy myself even more...

went to my aunt's house to swim 2 days ago.

my hair was flying all over the place in the water.

lol.

mum said that we are going trekking in the afternoon.

2009-12-27T17:51:00.000-08:00

went to macritchie reservoir to hike on christmas.

my 2nd aunt's family and my family walked 10.6 km to bukit timah.

it was quite a challenge.

my cousin nearly stepped on a snake,

and a monkey sat quietly in front of me when i drank water.

lol!

can't believe holidays are ending soooo soon.

haven't played enough yet....

i wonder wonder wonder

2009-12-17T17:48:00.001-08:00

ok i dunno why i put that title...

its just the first thing that came to my mind. lol.

my mum plans to take our whole family to JB tmr...

i dun feel like going,

cos the trip didn't go go well the last time we went there...

so i think this time would just be more pushing, and shoving, and squeezing...

got addicted to youtube recently...

dunno why,

been surfing the net lately.

for what purpose,

i dunno oso.. haha.

i'm doing things aimlessly...

like now,

i'm typing nonsense, and i still continue...

i dreamt of tiffany last night.

yea, the one who was my classmate in p6.

i dreamt that i was walking behind her,

then i suddenly realise that it was tiffany in front of me,

cos of the way she tied her hair,

and her white skin,

it makes it very recognisable.

so without thinking,

i shouted, 'TIFFANY!'

and she turned around...

then i woke up...

i dunno why i just shouted like that also,

maybe i miss my friends in p6 too much that i could actually dream of them. haha.

lol...

the previous night,

i dreamt of denisse.

my cousin.

we were swimming,

and she felt really cold,

so i rubbed her arms,

to make her feel warmer,

but it did nit really help.

she got colder and colder,

like as though she was about to get hypothermia...

then i woke up.

again.

haiii.....

lol.

ok. i gtg~

bye bye hair

2009-12-15T17:45:00.000-08:00

i got a hair cut ytd. no worries,

i've alr bid goodbye to my hair.

hope my hair grows longer before sch reopens,

so i can tie it up easier. speaking of sch reopening,

it makes me realise that the holidays are almost over...

sad....

denisse just came back from thailand on mon.

i went to her house,

she was still sleeping,

so i play with her nintendo ds till she wakes up,

i nearly laughed when i saw her face

her hair was all over her face.

her hair was very long,

slightly above her waist.

and she used her pillow to cover her face,

and fell back to sleep.

still so sleepy.

haha

then her maid tied up denisse's hair,

then denisse start to realise that i was next to her,

she called , 'jeje'

lol.

ok. gtg.

the first and the last

2009-12-12T17:39:00.000-08:00

went to JB to shop with my family ytd.

we reached the bus stop that will take us there.

but the place was so jam packed.

spent 2 hours just queuing and squeezing into the bus.

i like the food though,

i ate stone grill.

they serve the food raw,

on an extemely hot stone,

and we have to flip the chicken, or fish, to cook it.

that was fun actually,

flip and flip.

the fried rice was not bad.

hehe.

2009-12-08T17:28:00.000-08:00

went to grandma's house ytd.

my cousin keeps pestering me to tell him abt new moon.

he said that he can't go watch it in the cinema...

cos its PG...

and he's 12.

then he was so fedup. haha.

gotta wait till he grows older.

fell in love with taylor swift's our song.

bribery

2009-11-28T17:53:00.000-08:00

i'm trying to bribe my dad to teach me how to play the guitar. he keeps saying that he has no time to teach me, so i think i'll return his favour if he teaches me. i'll wash the dishes and vacuum the floor if he is willing to teach me. i dun intend to tell my mum about this, cos i know what her answer will be. she believes music is... i dunno, i can't find a word to describe it. just that, she despises music. well, i have a daddy that knows how to play the guitar, who is the guitarist is his band before he met my mum, then i have an advantage. maybe i can use this to bribe him. haha

new moon is coming out on thurs! can't wait! been waiting for this for sooo long alr. when there is the interview with the twilight saga cast on tv, i would sit nearer to the tv and strain my ears to listen. and my bro will be laughing behind me. haha. i dunno why he would laugh, i think its because of how i drool whenever i saw the vampire and the werewolf. haha. kidding. i don't drool when i see them. not serious.

when Tiffy was here

2009-11-25T19:56:00.000-08:00

On the first day that tiffy was here, he wine and barked when his owners left our house… so sad. Then I had to hold this fence still cos he always managed to tilt the fence when he stands on his hind legs and uses his front paws to push the fence. Then he pooed on the floor… he seems that he must poo and pee in his toilet area. So the mop up that area. At night, he slept on the living room. Strange, cos he normally sleep under my bed. Cos on that day, he ate before he came to my house, so I no need feed him again that day. He barked in the middle of the night, I dunno why.

Day two… my mum always wakes up early to wash clothes and do other stuff, so when my mum was walking to the kitchen, tiffy barked and couldn’t stop. I heard my mum say, ‘Tiffy! Quiet!’ a woke up about 30 mins later. Tiffy was actually sleeping at the dining area, outside the kitchen, waiting for my mum I think, cos we dun allow tiffy to come into the kitchen. When he heard me sitting on the sofa, he rushed to me, jumped onto the sofa, and cuddled close to my lap. Soon, he sat up, so I massaged his neck and chin, then he kept looking at my hand and tried to lick it. LOL! When we were having breakfast, he also kepy on barking cos I think he wanted to eat with us. I ignored him, cos I intended to feed him after I had my breakfast, so a few mins later, he stopped barking. =)

So when I fed him, I picked up and his plate, and went to the container, which stored his food and Tiffy followed. I opened the container, and scooped up his food. Tiffy stood on his hind legs, and licked his mouth every 2 seconds. I went to the kitchen to pour hot water on his food to soften it, and he followed along although he was banned from coming into the kitchen. I waited for a while for the water to cool down, and Tiffy looked and me, and sat down, but the moment I touched his plate, he stood up again, lol. When I’m going to put the plate down for him to eat, I told him to eat, and he obediently glued his butt on the ground. HAHA!

My mum wears bedroom slippers every night. When she took them off so that she could put her feet on the sofa, Tiffy snatched one of the slippers and chewed it as though it was his toy. My mum was so angry and shouted,’HEY! TIFFY! Don’t take my shoe!’ we tried to take the shoe away, but when we got too close, he took the slipper and ran away. It was just so fun chasing him. That night, he slept under my bed, and barked several times, waking me…

Day 3… on 7.30, he stood on his hind legs, his front paws on the edge of my bed. I think he was trying to wake me up. I ignored him and continued sleeping. Lol! I woke up 15 mins later, and fed him first, so that he will not disturb us when we eat. And really, he did not disturb us. HAHA! on this day, my dad vacuumed the floor. He was SOOOOOOOOOO scared of the vacuum!!!! And all I did was laugh and laugh at him. HAHAHAHAHAHA! After that, my dad took a sack of rice and pretended to throw at tiffy, and he was also so scared. And my dad said, ‘stupid fellow’.

Somewhere in the afternoon, the wind was so strong, and blew my mum’s bedroom slippers. Not really blew, just moved the slipper by a few inches. Tiffy was actually standing next to the slipper, and he got so scared he ran away from the slipper. The wind stopped, so the slipper stopped moving, and tiffy went a few steps closer to the slipper, then the wind came again, so the slipper moved again, then tiffy ran away again, and barked at the slipper. And all of us laughed. Then he looked at us and barked at us. I think he was not happy that we were laughing at him. Haha

Day 4, it was the MOST peaceful night ever since tiffy came. He didn’t make noise, didn’t bark, just slept. I wished every night would be like that.

Day 5, he went back home. He was actually soooo happy to see his owners. Couldn’t stop standing on his hind legs, and used his front paws to I dunno what, but he kept on pestering his owners to carry him… haha.

if u wanna see pic of tiffy, can look at the previous post. comment on them? thanks!

more Tiffy!

2009-11-25T19:36:00.000-08:00

2009-11-20T17:03:00.000-08:00

little red riding hood

sleepy little red riding hood

lying on the sofa

his head touching the pillow

his nose poking out lol.

he looked up when my bro is behind me. lol.

so sleeeeepy

2009-11-18T02:02:00.000-08:00

53 words

Typing Test

i tried to typing test and this is what i got. this my best so far. lol. you should try it too. for fun. lol.

awwww

2009-11-18T01:46:00.000-08:00

today cannot go to my cousin's house.

cos they not at home.

they go somewhere else, i duno where.

so sad.

well,

still can see them this weekend.

i attached to the vudu doll to my pouch,

my cousin was so fascinated by it.

she turned it around,

admiring it at every angle.

then she told me,

'jeje, i like eh. can gimme?'

i said 'no.'

haha, i know i very mean. lol.

then i say,

'ask yr mummy to buy to buy one for you lor.'

actually, i hope her mum won't buy one for her,

cos i'm thinking of getting one for her on her 5th bday next year.

tried to find the place where the donated books are kept,

but couldn't find it.

anyone knows where it is?

if yes, could you tag me abt it.

thanks alot!!!! =))))

and a thousand thank yous to weide,

who gave me his e-math tb to use.

it was all my fault

2009-11-15T20:11:00.000-08:00

it was all my fault. i know. i know i'm the one to blame. i'll understand if u hate me, cos it really is all my fault. i know you're trying to get rid of me. i can tell from every look on yr face whenever i'm around. i can tell from the things you do, the things you say, and the look in yr eyes.

the world seems to be crashing before me. i'm told to do all the dirty work at home, have a really bad cold this morning... the piece of toilet paper that i took from the toilet was already soaked within an hour. ah chooo.... ok, i just had another sneeze. bless me. lol...

went to my baby cousin's house ytd. had loads of fun! my bro was playing with my cousin his playstation, or xbox360 i dunno. they were playing a soccer game. so i just sit by and watch. then my bro was playing as brazil, while my cousin was playing as portugal. then my bro just foul so many times. he purposely go slide down next to the opponent, while the opponent tripped over, then my bro got a yellow card. he was laughing so much cos the moment he did it purposely, the whistle came and the game stops. he did it 7 times and got foul 7 times, and he didn't care. he said it was just a game, so why not just fool around? HAHAHA.

ok. gtg.

something tells me that i am feeling down today...

2009-11-12T22:26:00.000-08:00

well, went to school to do the phy thing,

i honestly think that i am getting in the way...

i'm messing up everything,

i'm spoiling everyone's mood...

ok, enough of that.

i found out that a mysterious person helped to decorate my birthday card.

well, i dunno who you are,

cos i'm told that i'm not allowed to know.

thank you for helping,

but i am honestly very very disappointed in the card.

well to me,

the 2nd and 3rd page was decorated just to fill in the spaces.

i wouldn't mind if the 2nd and 3rd page are filled with what was written on the last page,

while the last page is left blank.

to me, those stuff are kinda like doodles.

and i'm sorry to say that,

i dunno how to appreciate such doodles.

ok, nvm,

its over anw.

my bro's Os are over.

i came home and found him glued to the television,

playing the xbox game.

nothing will separate both of them.

lol...

finally!

2009-11-11T16:36:00.000-08:00

today is finally the day when i turn 14. i've been waiting for this day for a pretty long time... ok... gotta go to jm's house later for the physics thing, then i can rush home to watch tv and read my book! lol. my earphones spoil ler. now can only listen to the right side instead of both sides... my dad said that it was a good thing, cos when i listen to both sides, i'm not aware of the surroundings. i can't even hear the phone ring...

ok... what shall i talk about now... gotta go back to sch next wed. yay! can get back to choir again. my voice has been really bad now... lol. ok. gotta go spam jm's cbox now. hee~

2009-11-11T00:58:00.000-08:00

jm, lx and yx came to my hse ytd.

we sure had lot of fun!

lol

we watched national treasure (book of secrets)

then we gambled

with monopoly money.

quite fun.

then the place where yx is sitting always so lucky

can get money from us,

so we all fighting to sit at where she is sitting.

lol.

hope we can have such an event again.

and play and play and play.

yay

tmr is finally my bday,

like,

finallyyy...

been waiting for this day for a really long time.

lx is having her bday soon too!!

will spam her bday wishes every hour on that day.

lol!

kidding...

well,

my cousin's family is intending to go to thailand for a holiday,

i was hoping (fingers crossed) that they would stay in thailand for as long as they like.

cos if they do,

tiffy would be under my care.

and i will have fun putting the vacuum cleaner near him.

lol

and tiffy's favourite spot is beside the sofa in my room, i think,

or the door area,

so that he could see the scenery outside.

lol.

i rmb once when he was at our house,

my dad was out to work,

my bro was not a home cos he got sec 3 camp,

so my mum and me go to ntuc to buy stuff,

so of course,

tiffy was alone at home.

you should have seen his face man!

he was sooo disappointed.

then when my mum and i came back,

tiffy was mad with joy.

he ran and ran around the sofa.

not even bothering that he was actually running around in circles...

he had his tongue hanging out of his mouth,

when i sat on the sofa,

he jumped up and rested beside me,

resting his head on my left lap.

haha.

i saw tiffy at my aunt's hse a couple of days ago,

oh my,

he sure needs to cut his fingernails as well as toenails.

and he needs to cut his hair too.

when he rests on the sofa.

he really looked like an orange-brown pillow.

now i have very lazy days

spent the morning surfing the net,

the afternoon...

pretty much doing the same thing,

and the evening reading bah.

my mum still rushes me in doing the holiday hmk,

well,...

just do bit by bit everyday lor...

everyday do one paragraph of the chi newspaper reflection.

but the chi book is rather interesting.

at the 1st half of the 1st page,

its a little boring,

but forget about that part, and just skip to the next half bah,

it will be easier.

the part where they start talking about the 16 year old boy working in the place.

quite ok lar...

i'm currently stuck on page 13.

oh yah,

i suddenly rmb smth,

last night,

or last last night,

i kinda dreamt about teen titans...

that robin has school,

like any other ordinary kid,

but the other team members dun have sch

then the rest,

i forgot about it alr.

sigh.

really looking forward to read the independence cycle.

i also spent a couple of minutes looking at nowhere,

just daydreaming abt eragon.

LOL!

big dreams that will never come true huh?

HAHAHAHA!

i'm still a kid.

lol.

ok..

i added some new songs to my playlist.

there is one called just stand up,

its a song where diff female artists come together to sing this song,

to fight cancer or smth like that.

here are the singers

Beyonce Knowles, Ciara, Rihanna, Ashanti, Leona Lewis, Fergie, Keyshia Cole, Mariah Carey, Carrie Underwood, Mary J Blidge, Miley Cyrus, Melissa Etheridge, Natasha Bedingfield, LeAnn Rimes, Nicole Scherzinger.

well, mixpod wouldn't allow me to put in all the singer's names,

cos too long.

so i'll just put it here. =)

like the music?

well, most of them are my favourites.

2009-11-08T16:34:00.000-08:00

the view from my aunt's house. beautiful huh?

the tortoise piling up on top of one another.

tortoise!

tortoise swimming...

many tortoises swimming

rabbit! a pale gold one on the left and a snowy white on the right.

the snowish white is sleeeeping! =))

still half awake

denisse. in the car.

me and denisse. =)

she was frowning

she wanna learn how to play mahjong

whatcha doing?

grumpy and happy at the same time...

hamster!

guinea pig. this one is a favourite!

sleepy guinea pigs

goat.

my cousin was feeding the goat.

goat..

frog.

fake cow feeding on the grass

bread. tempting huh?

revived

2009-11-06T17:17:00.001-08:00

I saw puma yesterday.

No, I’m talking about the animal.

Only certain people will manage to figure what I mean. =)

Well, I just came back from buying bread for breakfast the next day.

I was coming down the overhead bridge.

When puma was there,

Puma was drinking from a water bottle.

When puma saw me,

Puma looked right at me.

I mean, really look.

Puma’s face was facing the front,

But puma’s eyes were on me.

From the coners of his eyes.

I was wondering if I would trip and fall from the steps.

I watched my step, though.

The worst thing was, I didn’t tie my hair.

Sooo……

I was thinking to myself that I probably looked atrocious.

With all the strands of my hair going in every direction…

Urgh.

I was sure that was a diaster.

But it felt good that I managed to see puma.

Lol…

Yay

Jm and lx, and yx coming over to watch a movie!

My bro will not be at home at that time. =)))))

And I’ll probably be having lunch with them…

:]]]

2009-11-04T01:22:00.000-08:00

i suddenly remembered the time when i was younger,

my family will go to people's park to visit my grandma,

by the time we reach choa chu kang,

it would be dark alr,

and i was only abt 7,

and i would be so tired on the train,

that i would sleep,

and when we were walking home,

my dad would piggyback me.

and i would nearly strangle him by squeezing his neck.

then when i woke up halfway,

i would tell him that i could see his shoes as he walk

and when i pass by any advertisement that has chi words on it,

like a banner or smth,

i would point to the words and say that it is my name,

or course, i think i was 4 or smth,

i thought that every chi word was my name.

haha.

sigh,

i'm starting on my 2nd chi newspaper reflection.

can slowly do.

i started this article 2 days ago,

so i write my draft first,

then i write in on the sacred paper,

to hand in next year.

lol...

feel so restless at home.

what should i do?

spam my diary with rubbish,

maybe not.

play monopoly with myself,

nope, dun feel like,

flood jm's cbox?

hey that's a good idea,

but she might not like it?

spend my day in the library?

lazy to walk there...

gosh,

i am sooooo lazy...

nvm,

i shall finish the book that i have first.

this book is called winter song.

i would recommend my friends to read it.

cos it NICE!

lol...

btw,

the left side of my earphone spoil alr...

so only can listen to the right side..

maybe i shall get a new earphone soon...

my bro said the O' A maths paper was so easy.

well,...

i dun really have anything to comment abt that,

cos he is the rare few who scores well in A math but okok in E math.

today's paper is physics.

ok, mum's coming hom late today,

so we have to cook out own vege.

actually its not the first time i cook vege.

put the oil,

fry the garlic...

fry the vege...

put a pinch of salt...

pour a little water.

and i'm done...

ok. i gtg fry the vege ler. lol.

cya...

feel so restless

2009-11-02T01:22:00.000-08:00

ok, i felt really restless at home,

so i created this for absolutely no reason.

this is the brief description abt me.

it may be really stupid,

but, well...

Nonsensical

Goes *gaga when justin bieber or edward cullen is mentioned.

Hypertension

Unarmed

Insane

Yes-man

Idler

Nostalgic

Graceless**

*gaga means very excited abt smth, or very much in love. =]

**graceless means not pleasant to look at.

yeah, i know it's kinda stupid.

but i felt really bored at home.

at my grandpa's funeral,

when we had the ceremony,

the prayer thing,

i saw my elder cousin's eyes were so red.

i was so surprised,

cos he's not the kind that will cry...

i mean he's like a grown up man now...

completed his NS last year...

just seeing him like that made me realise that he really cared.

and he was not afraid to show...

and my younger couin, denisse, a 4 year old,

she also cried alot,

saying 'i miss a-gong (grandpa)'

and her bro let her soak his shirt with tears.

well, it's over now...

ya like it?

2009-10-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

i found a new blogskin.

ya like it?

lol...

and added a new playlist.

they are kinda, my favourites...

esp too little too late

and party in the usa

and one less lonely girl.

removed my cbox, though.

dun feel like saying the reason.

so if ya have anything to tell me, e-mail me,

or find a new way to tell me.

borrowed a book from the library.

its a pretty good book.

after i finish reading that book,

then i'll proceed on the books that lx had recommended.

sigh.

bored...

maybe i'll go play some games...

lol...

Os start on mon.

i know it doesn't concern me but...

my bro seem to be enjoying himself even though the Os are so near.

hmmmm.....

maybe i should get started on my chi hmk.

mum said that she might take me out to malaysia to go shopping with my aunt.

by then i would not have time...

being paranoid here... lol.

feel like i wanna continue enjoying this feeling of 'exam over' forever.

maybe i could invite my buddies over for another day of playing!

yay!!!

but cannot on mon...

cos i got dental...

spent most of my morning doing the mind map of the chi news reflection,

did till i almost fell asleep

so i pluck on the radio.

then go surf the net.

a rmb that time a few days when i go visit my cousin.

their parents were not in, so they were alone with their maid.

denisse was having dinner,

brandon was watching bedtime stories.

when i went to their house,

tiffy went MAD with joy.

wow he had really long fingernails

then he jumped on the sofa when i sat on the sofa

although his owners did not allow him to go up.

so i chase him down.

lol...

i hope he will come to my house soon.

lol.

then i can video him getting so frightened of the vacuum cleaner. lol.

2009-10-14T20:26:00.000-07:00

the exams are finally over...

no need to worry abt anything for now.

lol.

i created a movie out of my cousin.

cos i too free mah.

come back home too early,

wanted to go to the lib,

but rmbered that the lib is not opened at 9.45 a.m.

ok,

so i shall wait till i have taken lunch,

then take my own sweet time to go there.

in class hor,

when the teacher finished collecting the papers,

everyone was smiling and cheering so happily.

YAY!!!

ok, i think i am being too high here.

time to look foward to a really lazy weekend.

go play badminton with my dad,

beat him in every round.

ok, the part about beating him at every round is not true.

he beat me at some rounds.

so.....

ok,

i still feel so bored at home...

maybe i should go play some games...

chat with sb,

or play monopoly with myself at home.

LOL!

when i was young,

i used to play monopoly with myself.

i am the banker, and i am the two players,

and everything

its so cool.

lol!

looking forward to watching new moon!

maybe i should find a new blogskin too.

2009-10-07T00:22:00.000-07:00

Damn that pathetic psycho pufferfish.

What right does he have to claim that the book that I am reading is fantasy?

‘mice turning into carriages’

its not cinderella, hello! Wakey, wakey, old man!

For cying out loud,

I’m not a 61 year-old.

Kids do what kids think they should do,

Its not the first time he had insulted me in front of the class.

First time, just because of a blunder,

He said my behaviour was stupid.

Well, he isn’t any better!

If a teacher calls a student stupid, or dump,

How will the student feel?

He obviously doesn’t care,

Heartless creature.

Second time, calling me for oral practice conversation

Again in front of the class,

P: what do you think of michael jackson?

ME: he has a great voice…

P: he has a great voice? BIG DEAL.

He himself also mentioned that the conversation component is to test your fluency.

I mean so what when I gave that ans?

At least I came up with smth to say,

When I am aware that there were 38 pairs of eyes on me.

Who does he think he is?

GOD? Or an angel sent down from heaven to teach us?

Even if so, so what?

BIG DEAL!

And now, this book that I am reading.

Why does he have to care what book I read?

Why does he have to pick on me?

The book I am reading is really nice.

Never read books, he not happy

Read books, also he not satisfied.

WHAT IS THE PROBLEM WITH HIM?

Can’t rest without bullying someone when he knows that the person he bullies can’t do anything back to him?

I’ve had enough of his bullshit.

Still ask the class,

You know the indestructible metal that is used to make the black box? Why not make the whole airplane out of it.

Well, here’s the reason.

The indestructible metal is very heavy,

It can’t fly when the plane is built in this material.

So please check out the reasons first before using it as a joke.

I didn’t even listen to him wasting his time reading the nonsensical story to us.

Had to clench my fist till my knuckles turned white to stop me from hurling out all the wild accusations I wanted to shout at him.

He thinks he’s the greatest.

That’s STUPID!

As a person, you gotta respect other people’s actions and choices they make, right?

Instead of choosing sb to pick on, in a class of 38, and start spilling our baloney about me, and saying that whatever I do is unsatisfactory.

Our brains are not that ancient, you idiot!

I don’t give a damn what he thinks,

As long as he don’t say it out.

He’s pathetic twit!

2009-10-03T22:57:00.000-07:00

eng and chi over ler!

i think i totally screwed everything up in chi...

i wrote the compo hoe, i nearly cried

cos the story that i wrote was so touching,

well, to me, its extremely touching.

lol.

okie. gtg. =)))

trouble

2009-09-30T03:08:00.000-07:00

my dad used my laptop last night.

i set my lappy to hibernation mode,

so he could access it really quick and easy.

i actually left my messenger on,

so when my dad was doing his stuff,

he said sb sent me a chat saying, 'sorry, i love you'

i was so surprised.

i wonder if he was even saying the truth.

i could tell he alr suspected smth.

i would have a hard time explaining to him.

wait, what is there to explain?

i didn't do anything wrong.

how will i convince him that i'm really honestly single?

maybe i should say that he could call my friends to clarify.

i won't have much of a problem with convincing my dad.

the problem is my mum.

dad is the only one who saw that message.

i must pray and hope that he doesn't tell mum.

i'll get into real trouble.

she'll punish me like hell.

this is crazy.

whoever sent me the stupid message probably send it to the wrong person....

its over and its back again!

2009-09-18T19:40:00.001-07:00

the orals are finally over!

was so worried over it a few days ago.

i stumbled over a few words.

i think it would be obvious

would give the teacher chance to minus marks.

now the next thing to worry about is the class tests.

starts on tues.

its over and it comes back again.

there is never an end to tests.

gotta fully rest after streaming.

2009-09-16T03:43:00.000-07:00

the ball that is made up of tissue wrapper only.

look at the mess on my bed!

mt beautiful art works!

my textbooks, but too lazy to rotate the pic

the mess on my sofa. spot the bk eclipse?

the five tissue balls that i made. for diff colour leh!

see the yellow soft toy duckie and the bear teddie!

my sports shoes. silver nice rite?

my bro's sports shoes. (so big!)

the plant at the corridor

our shoes on the corridor waiting for the sun to come out

the cloudy sky

the pattern looks like a heart shape rite?

bla bla bla

2009-08-27T02:58:00.000-07:00

I don’t know why but choir seemed to cheer me up. probably because of mr yong. So long never see him already. He never spike his hair ler. I missed the way he spiked his hair. Also, jia xuan wanted to join choir. But she had to wait for the choir to have a break so that mr yong can audition her. Then mr yong told us abt his experience with people from the choir fainting. It happened to out choir once, but that generation graduated alr. I think it was the fasting month then. The choir was doing the hiss thing, then suddenly this person in the first row just collapsed. Yet nobody went to help the person. They just stood there and watched. Mr yong was behind the piano then, so he couldn’t get there in time to help. So he came in front of the piano, and flipped the person over. the person’s mouth was bleeding cos the teeth cut into his lips. Its really gross. But that’s not the worst case that’s happened to mr yong’s choir. A girl fainted on a carpeted floor, and when mr yong flipped her over, her chin split open. Cos she fell chin first to the ground. Had to go to the hospital for stiches.

Then when mr yong auditioning jia xuan that time, I went to watch. Then mr yong ask me to sing once to demo to jx. I could feel my face going red then. I was so shocked. That was definitely more than what I asked for. I thought that jx was there all alone, so she needed some encouragement, so I go there lor. I didn’t expect me to demo for her, lol…

Then choir finished soon, found out that there will not be any practice during the holidays! Yay. But honestly, I dun mind having choir during the hol. I’d rather there’s choir than have hmk.

Sigh, I’m still along in class. None of them might have realised it before, but there is no one, nothing next to me. They promised… but they’ve kept me waiting. Its so embarassing there. If there’s a table next to mine, and the seat is empty. I would not mind. But now, the table is shifted away. Am I too agonising to sit with or what? Urgh…

its over!

2009-08-21T01:20:00.000-07:00

common test is finally over!
finally got time to post!
my bro told me that hedwig died in the last bk.
so sad......
hedwig is such an innocent owl.
so cute.
she's my fav animal in harry potter.
my fav character in that bk is the weasley twins.
too bad that fred died......
urgh...

2009-08-10T03:42:00.000-07:00

haven't posted in a really long time.
eng common test is just over! yay!
omg, home econs test tmr!
haven't revised for yet.
gtg.

urgh!!!

2009-07-21T21:48:00.000-07:00

Was quite excited to see the eclipse today.
But it turned out that it was raining.
Can’t even see the sun.
Had chem test,
Then read harry potter n the soccerer’s stone.
It was so damn nice
I love it man!
Gotta thank my mum’s student for lending me the book.
He had the whole series,
So I intend to read till the last book.
Been really mad at my mum these days.
My bro and I wanted to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire on Sunday.
We only managed to watch part 1.
Mum banned us from watching part 2.
Which will end at 11.30.
She is so against us cos we had to wake up early the next day.
Esp my bro,
Who has to wake up at 5.50.
While I have to wake up at 6.40.
We got so fedup with her..
My bro argued all the way cos we had alr missed that movie for 3 years.
He tried his very best to talk back to her,
But failed instead.
She got off the sofa and turned off the tele.
My bro turned it on again.
And she turned it off again.
Got so irritated by her.
We’re not babies anymore.
Does she have to care even for what time we sleep?
We don’t usually sleep that late.
Its only for a day.
We let her watch what she wants.
A few days ago, we sacrificed soccerer’s stone to let her watch her stupid drama,
And how she doesn’t even let us watch.
Then now,
She asked us to go internet and search for a suitable dvd recorder,
So that she could record her stupid drama,
As we were going to miss it as we have to go for my cousin’s wedding dinner.
I don’t care.
I’m not going to do that for her.
Why should I help her if she doesn’t let us do what we want.
Is it fair?
NO!
She said she’ll buy the dvd for us,
Big whoop!
Like as if they’re still selling.

in a taxi??

2009-07-17T03:45:00.000-07:00

was walking to sch today.

then at the foyer there,

where you have to pass by the bunch teachers,

a taxi stopped there,

and i walked past it.

i kpokpo, so i looked who's in the taxi

the passenger looked rather familiar.

i think i recognised him

and i DO!

it was mr lee!

yes! our principal!

weird right?

i looked away and giggled.

the teacher that was watching me,

i caught his glance,

and he was laughing as well.

LMAO!

was boring, but now excited!

2009-07-13T03:57:00.000-07:00

ytd's play was so boring man!

did not understand it....

the words in green at the side were sooo small.

couldn't help clasing my eyes and covering my ears to rest for a minute.

the music was so loud

blasting through my eardrums...

finally got out of the place.

saw HIM.

felt as though i was in heaven.

i saw his back at first...

then walked faster to chase after him.

felt my heart sink when i saw him flirting with 2 other girls......

but its all right.

to my eyes, there was no one else except him.

lol.

then at the traffic light,

i was just walking right next to him.

i forgot how to breathe.

then he took the over head bridge where fewer ppl took.

jm, lx and i took the path where we will eventually cross his path.

he was walking behind me a few metres.

i felt hot and cold all over.

my neck was itching to turn around to watch him.

see his beautiful face.

scrutinise his godlike features.

lol!

gtg. cya!

blehhh

2009-07-13T03:46:00.000-07:00

p.e. was just so fun.

played floorball

lareyna was having lots of fun trying to distract us.

then had maths.

couldn't stop yawning...

was so damn boreddd....

had kaya toast during recess!

and kikapo!

i bought if from the vending machine in the canteen.

there were some dead ants at the mouth area.... urgh

cleared the ants away.

then had el read.

was replaced by some NSW writing stuff that i dun rmb signing up for.

had to write a bk review,

so i introduced the book twilight!

its such an awesome bk!

then went to mp2 for chi.

the boys behind us are such a nuisance!

can't stand them!

then had el.

puffer was saying smth abt shaun's article

that kept the whole class laughing.

LOL!

we were such a good audience lor!

cheered him on in throwing the bk in the trashcan!

then sch over ler!

had lunch,

did project with jm n lx.

we were all slacking lor.

like do until sian alr,

then dun feel like doing.

then went to music rm fro choir.

realised it was locked

noboday inside...

so went down to ava rm

i was still early..

lol.

choir was pretty fun.

got mr yong to entertain us.

jasmine was the soloist!!!!!

whoa!!!!!

she seems a little scared to sing. lol.

FRAMED!

2009-07-10T21:43:00.000-07:00

been so badly framed lately.

i only answered some ques tt dawn asked me abt the movie.

does it mean that its done by me???

i didn't go into that section and type out the review!

i have no idea why they put it in my name.

'so that was plainly your work'

i wonder if you realise that you were extremely rude.

i got so pissed

i can type out the conversation tt dawn n i had on msn, if i can rmb

me: hey dawn, i'm quite lazy to write the review for the movie. why don't you ask me some ques reagarding the movie and i'll try my best to ans.

dawn: the rating? the scene you rmb most?

me: i'll rate it 4 out of 5. the scene that i rmb most was when the robot was climing up the pyramid.

me: my fav caracter is sam as he has a very determined spirit to save the world.

dawn: ok. i'll rephrase it for you. =)

me: thanks. also, sam's mother was quite silly at times. she told some of the college girls where sam's room was.

dawn: ok.

was that wrong?

that was what i only did....

if they wrote in the review, 'as told by huiying, she would rate it....'

i would not mind.

fine, using such an alpha tone on me...

like as though bcos of this thing,

then cause such a big diaster.

the only thing i can say is,

try not to jump into conclusions that quickly.

okok, you've apologised.

whateva, i'll not talk abt this anymore.

anw, fyi, on last thurs,

where we got the message that there was choir,

it was actually announced through the PA system.

the class was so noisy that we did not hear.

2009-07-10T03:58:00.000-07:00

suddenly had choir ytd.

it was announced through the PA system in the morning

but the class was too noisy

i was sitting in the first row

but still didn't hear.

ching yee told me tt today got choir only when i was having lunch.

then rushed home to get my scores

was going back to sch,

and got caught in the rain.

mr yong was wearing an oversized shirt.

he looked unpropotional in that huge shirt and jeans.

anw, i scrutinized him and realised that he looked really red

his arm were bright pink

even his neck was pink too!

guess he must have sunburn when he was enjoying himself in the sun.

he teached is a diff way of breathing

and he said we were QUITE good!!!!!

also, we had eng today.

came across the word 'stout'

everybody started to look at mr puffer.

i mean, its understood to look at the teacher,

but we gave him the look that he understood at once.

we were thinking that a good e.g would mr puffer.

he denied at once,

claiming that he was pleasantly plump.

the class roared with laughter!

2009-07-08T05:00:00.000-07:00

everyone got a different partner for home eco

everyone except me and ian.

i was actually supposed to partner leon last year

but mrs chiang made a mistake and put ian with me instead,

sigh...

but its quite fun with him too!

i didn't know he was so scared of heat!

and the potato refused to mash.

LOL!

and he loved pepper

we made it extra HOTTTT!!!!

lol.

went to interview ms zhuo for eng today,

she really talked a lot!

smiled now and then.

and the worst thing is,

she feels that she never give us enough hmK!!!

urgh...

i collected a few insects 2 days ago

all of the dame breed

and trapped them in my sharpener

dropped some leaves in there

i tried not to give them water,

and when i came back from sch ytd,

they were crawling so slowly.

not as energized as 2 days ago...

so i collected water with a tissue

and squeezed 2 drops of water into the sharperner.

immediately,

all the insects crawled to the water,

then placed their heads into the water.

guess that they are really thirsty,

they spent abt 30 mins drinking the water.

then they crawled around the leaves that were in the sharperner.

stopping at some times,

and picking their antannae at the leaves

i assume that it's eating the leaves...

changed blogskin!

2009-07-07T04:51:00.000-07:00

changed a blogskin!

the archives and the credits a bit got problem.

but nvm,

as long can see can liao.

i think i got too many links,

lol!

2009-07-07T04:31:00.000-07:00

saw him today

feld my knees go really weak.

then a few minutes later,

passed by him again

he was still in the same place

he was playing floorball

i'm not sure if it was him or his buddy, knocked the ball 'out'

so the ball of course went to us.

it passed us before i could kick it back to them.

i felt him look at me

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA

am i crazy?!

i think i am.

haven't posted for a long long time...

busy... actually, not really. just lazy..

lol.

2009-06-27T20:35:00.000-07:00

lazily lying on the sofa

quite blur...

patiently waiting for dinner

what's going on behind me?

why are you taking a pic of my ass?

(i dunno what he's doing)

carry me!!!

why you carry denisse then never carry me?!

gimme gimme more

the marble surface that i'm sitting on so cooling...

=)))

sleeping lazily

i'm not playing dead.. haha. just sleeping

like my ears?

i'm riding an ox. yea

i'm a pig. yo

ok. that's me n denisse

spot denisse in the middle?

hi there!

careful! she accidentally swerved to the side.

take my pic!

forgot to on flashlight

lying in romance style

talking on the phone

nice scenery right?

the bears that you see are those that i got from a wedding dinner. quite cute right? and you see the photo where we celebrating a birthday? yea, we were celebrating my bro's birthday. my bro is the tallest guy you see in all the photos. then when we were singing the birthday song right, denisse was singing so loudly like as though it was her own bday! it was so cute lor! her voice was cleary heard like joe en's voice in class.

bored

2009-06-19T01:14:00.000-07:00

my bro turned 16 on 15 june...

he's now 2 1/2 years older than me.

he's just reached the age of manhood. lol

i finished the chi bk!

thank goodness

can focus on the newspaper reflection now,

finished 3/4 of breaking dawn too.

can't wait to finish the whole bk!

renessme is so CUTE....

I had a hot day

2009-06-16T04:08:00.000-07:00

I had a hot day

I’m sweating non-stop

I wished it was May

Where it wasn’t so hot

Now I feel the heat

It drove me insane

Lost my mood to eat

And I long for the rain

I had a hot day

I could not focus well

Had a bad temper

And I really do mind

I had a hot day

This is my version of hot day. I changed the lyrics of bad day. Haha. had nothing better to do, so just create something like that. I know some of the words are really stupid. This is just to cheer anyone up who reads this. Relieve the stress about hw for a few minutes. So what do you think about the song? Tag and leave a comment. =)

Ouch!

2009-06-16T04:07:00.000-07:00

I was shopping with my mum at causeway point on sat afternoon. We were at watsons and mum and I were searching for facial wash for the both of us. Then when I turned around slowly, and my right forearm gently rubbed my mum’s left forearm. Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in the middle of my forearm. ‘OUCH!’ I yelped and looked at my right forearm. The place where I had touched mum’s arm had gone a little red. I rubbed that area and asked mum if she felt the sharp pain too. She said she didn’t feel anything at all. We continued searching for the facial wash, and a few minutes later, I checked my forearm again. There was a little pimple on the red spot, like as though I had a mosquito bite. It was so itchy, so I scratched it. Soon, there was blood at the tiny spot. Its like you stratched the mosquito bite until you made a tiny hole in it and blood comes out of that hole. (I hope you get what I mean, it’s hard to describe) the blood vanished from that hole an hour later. My mum was curious and asked, ‘why don’t I feel anything, and why do you get the pain? Is there any way to prevent it?

This is static. Its not the first time I had such static but I’ve never had one that will make me bleed, and have a blue-black at that spot. I asked my bro abt this when I got home. He said that when my mum and I gently rub into each other’s bare skin in air-conditioned places, electrons are transferred. It could be transferred to my mum to me or from me to mum. When electrons are transferred, the hair on our arm stand up on their ends, and when this happens, a tiny spark is caused, which is what we call static. He said that my mum did not feel anything because she had higher resistance. The body fat could have acted as a resistor. Bro said that this was a natural process. There’s no cure or whateva to this. I looked at my forearm and the spot had turned blue-black alr. I asked my bro why the static had affected me so badly. He was not so sure of the reason but he said it could be because my skin was allergic to some substances in the static.

My bro was once at vivo city with his friends, and when he was beside his friend, when their forearm was about to touch each other, my bro realised that the hair on his arm were standing on their ends and facing his friend’s arm. The hair on his friend’s arm was also facing his. He was shocked, surprised and was laughing when he alerted his friend about the their standing hairs. I could picture them in my head, my bro got hairy arms. Hm…

I’ve had static a few times before with jm, jo, and ko. I’m not sure about yr experience. Is it about the same as mine, or very diff? If you wanna share yr experience with me, dun hesitate to tag!

Embarrassing!

2009-06-16T04:06:00.002-07:00

Went shopping with my mum on sat and she was choosing nei yi for me. I was really really surprised that I felt comfortable with a B and tight with an A. had I really grown that fast? And big??? My mum was choosing hers. I was thinking to myself that if mine was a B, surely my mum’s would be larger than mine. To my horror, she was comfortable with an A! I felt blood gushing through my head and wanted to yell, ‘how can yours be smaller?!’ I scrutinized her face and she didn’t show any feelings. I asked her, ‘mum, did you breastfeed bro and me too much that it shrunk in size?’ mum smiled but did not answer my question. I kept thinking positive. Mine is child size b. mum’s is adult size a.

Hers could still be larger rite? Urgh, such an embarrassing moment.

Lalala

2009-06-16T04:06:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 7 ytd. Intended to wake up at 6.40 to read breaking dawn. Had breakfast, did the dishes and pounced onto my bed to read BD. Read till 9 and got restless cos I was supposed to do hw alr. Did not feel like studying the chi bk again. There are 2 more weeks before sch reopens. Half of the holiday is alr gone? So fast? No, I want time to stop so I can complete all my hw first, then I can spend the rest of the holidays playing to my heart’s content. To past the time, I drew a pic of a silver bowl that was on my table when I was eating tidbits from that bowl. Added the drawing to my collection of drawings on my wall. My lousy pictures on the left side, and my drawings which look good on the right. Left hse at 10.30 and met up with jm and lx and bbt. Went to lx’s hse to do phy project. Jm had a really really bad sore throat. Could barely speak. She used texting or writing to communicate with us. I wanted to go eat fast food, but its no good for jm’s throat. So went to eat other stuff. Helped jm order noodles. Then I bought chicken rice. Somehow chicken rice reminded me of the chicken rice in the old campus. Now I really miss it and wanna eat it again. Anw, after I bought the rice, lx went to buy tomyam. She said it was so hot and spicy, so after eating, we shared ice kachang, while jm watched us in envy. Then she bought water chestnut to quench her thirst. Lx and I actually made a tunnel when we were eating the ice kachang. Lx took a photo of it. After lunch, we went back to lx hse. Lx’s dad had a microscope and a laptop beside it to view the magnified sample. The sample was blood, and lx’s dad briefly explained to us what we see in the blood, mostly red blood cells. They were moving. They were alive! I was so fascinated by it. I thought such stuff can only be viewed in a lab. Didn’t know it could also be viewed at home. Lol! I’m so unknowledgeable. Went home with jm at 4.

Such a lazy afternoon

2009-06-16T04:05:00.001-07:00

My internet connection was down on sat and could only be repaired on mon. so I did not post for a really long time. Finished reading eclipse on sat. really great book! I think eclipse is more interesting than twilight and new moon. My fav character is emmett. He’s as big as a bear and his fav food is bear. When jasper was training him how to fight the newborn vampires, emmett was chasing jasper, with a huge grin on his face. I could imaging him smiling and enjoying himself throughout the whole chase. Emmett is edward’s fav bro. Emmett also like to tease bella, and make her blush. Somehow, I feel that emmett very gentleman. When I read the part where jacob gave bella the graduation present, I nearly cried. The way jacob made it, it made me see the amount of effort jacob put in making such a gift. Now I’m reading breaking dawn. Read the part where bella and jacob go on a honeymoon after their wedding. So sweet! I was reading the 3rd last page of eclipse when my mum came into my room and asked me to pack my room, esp my table. My table was loaded with what my mum calls rubbish. Every homework, every stationery, every book were squeezed on my tiny table. The sofa on my right was filled with dictionaries. Needed chi and eng and cheng yu dic to help me with the chi bk that I had to study. My blanket lay messy and unfolded on my bed. I thought my room was quite sightly. Well, my room looks really good to me. I don’t know why I like it when my room was messy. Haha

aching all over

2009-06-09T03:22:00.000-07:00

went swimming 2 days ago,

ytd my body was aching everywhere

its so hard to raise my arms

so when i was slipping my arm through my shirt,

my arm was refusing to obey me...

was struggling then. lol.

i was listening to the radio

and there was this lively discussion about singapore idol.

the question was

would you bother to watch and vote for singapore idol?

someone smsed in and said

no. would only support american idol.

another said

of course i'll support. its our own local talent.

another said

its quite a disgrace to singapore, cos i feel that it should be singaporean idol instead of singapore idol.

and another said

who cares? the 3rd will be a female who advertises slimming treatment in the future. the 2nd will be a chinese guy and the winer will be a malay guy.

when i heard that, i couldn't help laughing.

cos the season 1 of sg idol rite,

olinda choo was the 3rd, was advertising slimming stuff

sylvester(i dunno how to spell that) was the 2nd

and the winner was taufik

season 2, 3rd was jasmine(or was it jesmine?), and advertised slimming stuff

2nd was jonathan

and the 1st was harmless hady

such a coincedence!

i'll watch out for this year, see if its still the same pattern. lmao!

i'm boed bored bored!

hw only left phy, chi vocab, chi bk, chem, and heymath.

i was reading the chi bk on my bed

couldn't help but place the book on my face and fall asleep a few min later.

and the weather has been extremely HOT now!

can't stand the heat.

switched on my fan to full blast when i was sleeping.

i wished it was somewhere in august

where the weather would be more cooling.

i finished the box of ice-cread today! lol

it was bought like 2 weeks ago,

and everyday, i would scrape a bit to eat.

my parents claimed they had no time to eat.

so i finished it bit by bit,

ytd, after taking some ice-cream, i knew there was only left for one person,

and if nobody eats it, i would finish it the next day.

so i warned my family abt it,

expecting them to snatch the ice-cream,

but they didn't.

so nvm lor.

today i finished it alr. =)

the family gathering

2009-06-07T20:30:00.001-07:00

went to my aunt's house to swim ytd!

lol.

actually, my family go there for barbecue

but i go there early to swim.

before going to my aunt's hse,

my mum take me to kiddy palace to buy another swimsuit.

cos my surrent one is seriously tight.

then i was so relieved that she got me another swimsuit.

lol!

the new suit costed abt $49

but cos now got promotion so got 15% discount.

so the price my mum paid was abt $41

really feel bad that my mum was paying so much money just for me.

thanks, mum.

anw, when i reached my aunt's place,

my cousin haven't reach there yet.

then i go change.

i actually wore my shirt over my suit when i came out of the toilet.

LOL!

too embarrassing. haha!

by the time i finish changing,

my cousin arrive ler!

denisse was having so much fun playing int he baby pool.

she wear a float around her waist and got wear goggles too

her suit and her goggles all pink colour, her fav!

lol!

and her maid, nora also join her in the baby pool.

they were splashing in the pool

denisse cannot erase the smile off her face.

so cuteeee...

then i ask her to call me, cos she haven't call me mah,

then she shout so loudly

JEJE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i laughed.

it felt so damn cold in the water,

but got used to it soon

i was swimming my first lap and was about to finish it,

when my cousin, brandon, jumped into the pool right in front of me,

i didn see him, and went he jumped in front of me,

i was shocked and breathed in water.

damn you, brandon!

nvm, you'll regret it soon. wait and see.

brandon did that at almost every lap that i swam.

i got so fedup that i swam until 3 quater of the lap, then i turn back.

haven't swam for 2 years alr.

felt out of breath after about 2 laps. my stamina really drop liao.

last time, when i had the bronze cerfiticate,

i could do 20 laps easily.

now, after the 10th lap, i was so tired.

i wanted to rest. my arms were aching when i raised my arms.

got out of the pool at 5.45.

got ready for the barbecue.

ate some bee hoon first.

then helped out in the barbecue.

my cousin's and uncles barbecued chicken wing, tapioca, corn, sotong.

i was the first to get the chicken wing. lol!

the chicken was so hot. i mean, the temp.

nearly burned my fingers while trying to eat it...

after the first chicken, i went to get more,

and more.

couldn't get enough of it.

had abt 4-5 chicken wing.

then went to get some sausages

then, the stingray was ready.

at first, when i knew it was stingray,

the word echoed in my head.

i didn't try to stingray,

although my cousins said it was delicious

i felt it was too disguisting.

then, went to barbecue marshmallows!

brandon was standing beside me barbecuing marshmallow too.

he barbecue his earlier than mine,

so when i was barbecueing,

his marshmallow was so fat, i can almost see it expanding

it was getting so fat.

then i tell him to stop heating the marshmallow.

otherwise, it will kinda explode

i watched in braniac bfore,

they put the marshmallow in the microwave oven

and set it to the highest temp,

then the marshallow expanded like brandon's

and eventually, exploded and grew until like soap.

you put a lot of soap in a bathtup, the whole tub will like got snow those kind rite?

lol.

anw, back to the barbecue,

aft barbecuing and eating marchmallow

went to the playground to play with my some of my cousins and denisse.

then she wanted to play monkey bars,

but she cannot reach,

so my cousin carry her, then she stretch and reach for the bars.

then my cousin suggested playing crocodile

so we are restricted to a small area.

and i volunteered to the croc.

i wanted to be the baddie so i can scare denisse.

and my plan worked!

she got so scared that she screamed

a really shrill scream.

didnt know she so scared.

then her bro, brandon say that at home,

when her dad watch documentary abt those big croc,

she also watch

so she so scared.

then we stopped playing that game.

we played another game,

denisse asked who wanna be catcher.

i volunteered again.

cos u know who my first taget will be.

its easy to catch her cos she got short legs mah.

lol!

when i volunteered,

denisse said 'ok. sign' then she carried an imaginary pen and signed on my shirt.

and i was thinkin,

sign contract to be the catcher????

my cousins all laughed at her naiveness.

when we finished playing,

we went back to the function rm,

under the light,

i saw denisse's face

she play until sweat leh!

her cheeks so rosy

her hair so messy.

and we all laughed!!!

then she go bathe.

so we continues chatting lor.

then before i know it,

we were on our way back home in my aunt's car.

my aunt mentioned that their family is going malaysia shopping

immediately, i asked abt tiffy

i asked

what abt tiffy?

anybody to take care of him anot?

then my aunt say, its only for a day.

just as expected, lol.

then my dad said, ' the dog damn hostile to me, you know

'everynight, i do to my daughter's rm to close the window, he will chase me away eh!'

then my mum said, 'tiffy everyday pester ppl to sayang him one lor.'

when tiffy was at my hse,

and my mum was sitting on a chair,

then tiffy stood on his hind legs and balanced his front legs on my mum's leg.

then he'll look at my mum with those puppy dog eyes. lol!

really miss tiffy. wanna see him again.

wanna scare him with the vacuum.

wanna stroke him...

radom title

2009-06-06T04:26:00.000-07:00

finished math tb ques.

i think i'll be focusing on the chi bk and the chi vocab thing....

received chem hw...

didn't know there was chen hw till i read jo's blog.

i was so happy that there wasn't chem hw when sch ended

thinking i could happily slip away

then now, suddenly got hw.

hai ah... sian ah....

my aunt didn't tell me if she was intending to go overseas

everytime when its the june or november holidays,

she would take her whole family to gentin.

but now, she never say anything abt going gentin...

i dun mind them going,

cos if they're going,

tiffy will be under my control!

lol!

i hope the H1N1 won't cause her to change her mind to go overseas....

maybe she dun wanna go cos her son having psle this year.

denisse is left-handed!

ok, that's lame...

she knows how to write abc,

she knows how to write her own name.

she very tanned lor.

like between the colour of dawn and hsing hwee.

when i take photo of her,

she's so dark and i'm so fair.

i envy her skin...

having a tanned colour looks healthier.

so when she's pale, she wun look like a ghost...

my parents said that when i was pale,

i look like a dead face. lol.

going to my second aunt's house tmr for a family gathering

initially, i chose not to go,

but there was a pool there,

since they lived in a condominium

i'll be going there early to swim.

the buffet starts at 5.

but who cares?

i'll swim at 4.30 and get up at 6.

there will definitely be ppl who are late,

esp my eldest aunt,

who takes her own sweet time to come,

then come alr,

makes a grand entrance in.

i called denisse,

asking her to join me in swimming.

she gladly accepted.

i told her to ask her mummy first.

then she tell her mummy,

who was sitting near her, i guess.

i hear her on the phone

'mummy, i can go swimming wif jeje at er yi house anot?'

then i heard her mum say ok.

lol.

i tried my swimsuit today,

was a little tight...

hey, its not that i grown too fat

i had that suit since p4.

i haven't even gone through puberty then...

in fact, it was so tight that my chest looked absolutely flat with my suit on.

i looked so weird.

it yr chest supossed to flatten when you wear yr swimsuit?

but nvm, nobody's gonna see me swimming except my mum and denisse, and her maid.

all ladies,

surely they'll laugh a little,

but i HOPE they wun mind...

i hope denisse wun talk abt it either

cos she has a flat chest too.

lol

i think i talk to much liao.

gtg...

LMAO

2009-06-04T19:28:00.000-07:00

i suddenly rmb abt the 2D1N camp.
instructor curtis so funny lor...
his character a little bit like mr ben chan.
then at the bukethill thing,
i talked back to him
a few minutes later,
he ask the boys in our team to carry the soapy water
one of the boys carry the plain water
then i walk past
then he splash on my back
and laughed as i screamed.
i feel like splashing the water at trainer curt, lol!
then got splashed a few times.
then jieyi got splashed at her eyes
trainer curt washed her eyes with plain water.
i vry lucky tt never kana splash at the eyes.
then at the campfire,
all the other teams were playing bombing here and there
our titans grp the quietest grp lol!
saving our voice for afterwards.
then one of the trainers touched the fake campfire in the centre,
and the whole thing camp tumbling down
and the whole crowd started making booing in unison
our titans grp kept quiet loL!
trainer curt said to us
you guys are much mature than that.
then tell us to keep quiet. lol!

i complete the math ws ler!!!
yayayayaay!
but got like 17 other assignments...
i do hw do so slow....
lazy lar....
had chi class ytd
ms zhuo so cute lah
got the pic of her soft toys
then she in the centre on top of the toys
like charlie's angels. lollll!!!!!!!
one of the toys was spiky, or was it sunkist?
i tink its sunkist,
the orange one.
then the centre one, i forgot the name,
but its a really cute kola bear. lol!
then the boys all cluster together one.
like a nucleated pattern on a map.
then jm, lx and i are linear pattern.
LOL!
aww, i'll miss geog.
next semester having hist.
i'm so not gonna like this.
i'll only like it if mr creg is teaching.
if he teaching upper sec hist next year,
i'll consider taking hist next year. lol!!!
let's think of a nickname for mr creg....
god?
he is really godlike!
can touch the ceiling withough tiptoeing
can blue-green eyes.
so beautiful.
sometimes, when he walked past me,
i'll take the opportunity to look INTO his eyes,
it felt so warm....
i nearly got lost in his eyes.
lol!
i want ms zhuo to teach upper sec chi as well!
i'm gonna miss her!
but nvm,
still got half a year wif her.
kk. gtg.

2009-05-28T04:22:00.000-07:00

sch has been really boring these days.
we are having free periods
and teachers have been coming to out class to give hmk for holidays
so far,
i have every hmk except chem
i was so lazy to do hmk ytd
i ended up reading the serpant gift
and daydreaming
and listening to the married men from 91.3 from 5-8p.m
you should go listen to the married men.
they're so funny!
they're on every weekdays and sat
every tues and thurs,
they got this segment called kana plucked.
on this day,
they'll go pluck sb.
it could be sb related to them or anyone.
they'll pretend to be sb that the victim knows
and try to irritate the victim.
e.g
victim, V has rent a car and was caught speeding on the road, and had to pay a fine, but V haven't pay yet cos of some reasons i forgot, but the traffic police will inform V what to do by calling her a few days later. the person who wants the Married men to pluck V will call them. then the married men, M will go call V and irritate her. this is their conversation
M: hello, is this emily (fake name)?
V: ah, yes.
M: ok, erm, emily ah, this is rosland (fake name) from the traffic police ah.
V: oh yea, are you calling to talk abt the fine that i have to pay?
M: yes. erm, where you ytd ah? you are supposed to go to court, you know?
V: is it? oh, i didn't know.
M: how can you not know? we sent you the notice a week ago!
V: what notice? i didn't recieve anything.
M: are you trying to trick me here? our record showed that we sent a letter to you!
V: but... i didn't receive anything. did you send to the wrong address?
M: eh! you gave me the address personally eh! how could you say i got the wrong address?!
V: but... i wasn't informed to go to the court.
M: eh you know, the judge was waiting and waiting for you!
V: but... this has to be a mistake. i was not even informed.
M: what mistake? did you forget anot har?
V: wait wait wait... you are being very aggressive here.
M: what aggressive?
V: this is not my problem, because i did not receive anything at all.
M: don't try to lie, we did send it to you.
V:........
M: ok, i tell you what. i'll give you the number of the head of traffic police, he'll give you further instructions allright?
V: ok
M: 97170 913. there are two head of traffic police there. they are rod montero and andre hoeden. you can call them the married men.
V: (laugh)
M: emily?
V: (still laughing) yes?
M: emily, this is rod and andre from the married men, 913. your daughter wanted to pluck you. she said that the fine is paid already, and she just wanted us to pluck you lah. hahaha
V: ok... (laughing)
M: all right. anyway, on your behalf of your daughter and your son-in-law, JJ (another 91.3 DJ), we just want to tell you that today YOU KANA PLUCKED!!! haha

lol! i'm not sure if the whole plot is like that, but this is all i can rmb. if smth is wrong somewhere, well, sorry, my bad. short term memory. at the YOU KANA PLUCKED there rite, all the DJs in the married men will say that together. LOL!
i always enjoy hearing their kana pluck.
you should go listen to the married men. they're cool!
and who knows?
i might be calling the married men to pluck you!
oh yea, it will be a memorable event. LOL!

i realised that after i was cured of my sore throat,
i can't sing well like last time
there was choir on mon,
and i went out of tune at the warm-ups
which is quite embarrassing as i have a junior beside me...

today was the last day of sch
was feeling excited abt the last day this morning,
but even the last bell rang,
i was not excited.
we had to pair with sb for the art sculptor project
that we were supposed to do after the holidays.
then, i realised that i have a very high chance of partnering with X2 or one of the boys.
there are 21 girls and 17 boys in the class.
i feel like a complete loser.
its like, i'm not even capable of finding a patner that i'm comfortable with.
i feel like a nobody
and i was no longer wanted by my friends.
its like i was no longer appreciated.
i was ONCE a somebody
now no more,
well, i tried to.
but i just don't know why i can't be a somebody again.
it was proved in p.e today.
nobody passed the ball to me.
i didn't even touch the ball throughout the whole game.
i wonder if the girls in my team are aware that i'm their team member.
its obvious that i was not needed in the team
it surely wouldn't matter if i just sat down and walk away from the team
i know i'm lousy in sports.
i was never good in anything.
well,
if there's smth wrong with me, tell me all rite?
i won't hate you for telling me what's the matter with me.
i promise.
now i feel like a total freak,
cos the person beside me is not even comfortable in that seat.
life isn't improving for me.
it just isn't.
in fact, i dunno if i should say this...
life has worsened for me.

2009-05-23T21:42:00.000-07:00

nemo! i see you!

NEMO!!

cable car at vivo

the shirt the mc was wearing

a statue at vivo (is it called a statue? not sure...)

the fish tank at vivo!

see nemo again

my hand is bigger than my face, lol

baby BIG eyes

the buildings are like triplets

the fountain outside VCH

the same fountain

jm trying to be sir stamford raffles. lol!

the plant outside VCH, lol!

baby BIG cheeks this time

JM!

MEMEME!!!

erysha, ghaya and ko!

the orchid (i think) outside VCH

me and lx (aka baby big eyes)

jm and jo!

trying to be SSR, lol!

the sky at the back so nice

wow, this building looks like a pyramid

the same building

dawn, erysha, ghaya and a bit of komal's bag
dawn playing peek-a-boo! mariana at the left

VCH!

WOW! VCH looks so huge

VCH again

ok, the building looks big cos i was sitting beneath it. lol

inside fort canning park

i'm not sure what this is. a bit of lx on the left.

greenery

the statue!

another statue

ME!

inside fullerton hotel

outside fullerton hotel!

awww, look at the kitty! too bad they're not real

fort canning centre

the statue again!

me and the big black bird

me at the sg river!

me and the revolving door at fullerton hotel!

the plant in FH

i'm not sure what this is, but looks interesting. =)

baby elephant!

the bridge and a bit of the esplanade

the sg river!

the boat at the sg river!

had amazing race ytd. only completed half of the race...cos we got lost at nearly every station and we slacked a lot... at the station at the temple, got what stupid forfeit, so gross. those gamemasters are merely taking advantage lor. but they are kind enough to let us off without doing forfeit. then go take lunch and proceeded on. after the whole event, jo suggested going vivo city to take dinner. i felt so excited, cos i'm actually going with my friends instead of my family. then took train to vivo and jo said that everybody in vivo are so 'hip' and we are still in sch p.e and skirt. LOL! was so tired of walking the whole day and went to take dinner first. ate at long john silvers! man, the food was fantastic! went to pet shop. my, the dogs were so adorable. saw tiffy's breed there, but tiffy was slightly fatter. saw guinea pig!!!!! SO CUTEEEE!!!!!!! i wanted to see chinchilla, but couldn't... nvm. was a really exciting day.

2009-05-18T03:58:00.000-07:00

feel so bored in sch
go sch jus talk talk talk.
lol.
now i going to watch cartoon.!
yay
lol.

2009-05-16T03:24:00.000-07:00

the exams are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now go sch oso sian sian la
go sch just talk talk talk, play play play
my bro is recovering soon.
although he still got cough.
but i think i'll need a few days for me to go back to normal.
last night,
abt 2 a.m
i woke up, with a temp od 38.5
i went to take medicine to bring the temp down
then went back to sleep
i lay in bed with my eyes closed
but i don't feel myself going to sleep
i just lie down there
toss and turn in bed
but cannot fall asleep
i tried counting sheep
tried thinking abt whateva
but still cannot sleep
then i finally slept
i'm not sure when
the last time i looked at my watch bfor i went to dreamland was 3.55 a.m
my throat is FINALLYYYY getting better.
no more pain when i swallow food or drink water.
feels like a normal throat.
my nose will take some time bah
i was taking a nap in the afternoon
i couldn't sleep again lor
my blocked nose was bugging me.
my nose refused to open a passageway for air to enter
lol.

smth is bothering me lately.
i'm not sure if you experienced this before.
the saddest thing abt getting sick is
when you see yr parents taking leave from work
or skipping their nap time
just to take care of you
i feel really guilty
when i see my mum cancelling her tuition,
and my dad skipping his nap time to take me to the doc
i'm sorry, mum and dad.
for making things so difficult for you.
which is why i didn't wake you up at 2 a.m when i took my fever medicine.
i didn't want to disturb you
you sacrificed so much for me.
i don't want to wake you up in the middle of the night just to let you see me swallow tablets.
thanks for taking care of me these days.
i love you.

my bro nearly scared the hell out of me

2009-05-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

my bro woke us up at 2.30 a.m in the morning today.
he had a temp pf 39.7
broke my record.
he wanted to take his medicine.
he was sweating profusely
so he took off his shirt and cleaned his sweat.
then my mum was preparing the medicine,
my dad was helping him wear back his shirt
halfway through wearing his shirt,
my bro positioned his right hand in front of him
and his left hand behind him.
all of a sudden,
he remained stationary at that weird position
he was staring into blankness
his eyes showed no feeling
could not tell if he was in pain or what.
the scary thing is,
he remained in that weird position for a few seconds.
his hands were in the air.
my dad called him
he didn't ans
its like as though my dad never even called him at all.
then my mum called him
then they started yelling at him
to try to 'wake' him up.
i also called a little.
i was abt to slap him
when he came back to his senses
and continued wearing his shirt.
'i feel like fainting' he said
i knew his brain was definitely malfunctioning then.
'what happened to you' my dad asked
'i dunno' he replied.
i touched his forehead
its burning
i nearly said,'someone put out the fire' or 'is there a bunsen burner in yr head?'
man, he scared the hell out of me
just now, he was completely paralysed,
and now he can't rmb a single thing.
i saw a documentary before
when children have a really high fever
and if they are not treated within a few days,
the heat would burn the brain cells (i'm not sure the left or right side)
and cause the child to have mental problem when they grow up.
my dad helped my bro back to his rm
and he drifted off to dreamland
while my parents sponged him.
my dad said, when my bro was in that state just now,
his temp could have reached its peak.
his temp could have been 40.something or more.
that's why he 精神出问题。
scary...

2009-05-09T02:43:00.000-07:00

had the lit paper ytd
was not easy and was not diff either.
soso lor.
hope can score a1.
then stayed back for drama
went to 104
the sec 1s still having exam
so we go recess 1st
jm and jo go eat their default chicken noodles.
jo loved it so much
lol
then we stay there a while
went up to 104 again
realised that the ppl were not going home
it means tt they hav a paper 2
then went to find ms chia
not in staffrm
go to library
oso dun have
so we stay there a while
then went back to class
found out that still have to wait
coz ms chia testing the other class 1st.
practiced while waiting.
i'm acting as the mother.
then i acted as the father temporary coz xx not here.
then jo looked so surprised and asked
you are the mother AND THE FATHER??????
i started laughing. LOL!!!!!!!!
then blablabla
present finish
then went home first.
coz dun feel like staying back any furthur.
then reached home. yay!

my bro fell sick!
he got high fever!
his highest temperature so far was 39.3
still cannot beat me.
my highest temp was 39.5
lol.
his temp was 37.8 last night.
then he went to bed early.
he woke up at 1.am. to eat medicine
cos he felt that he was burning
then in the morning,
he took a shower
wet his hair
then he felt so damn cold
he slept with his jacket and his blanket covering him
he looked like a little puppy huddling under his blanket. lol
then before lunch
he go bathe again
and sneezed continuosly
scared he got flu,
i advised him not to bathe so much
dun listen
he got no appetite for lunch
he ate lesser than me.
he eat so slow, i finish my lunch before him.
i asked him if he likes the porridge
he said no.
i was surprised.
cos the warm porridge will make him sweat
then will bring his temp down
then he eat so slow how can sweat.
he got throat infection too.
so can boss him to gargle salt water every hour.
lol.
when he wake up from his beauty sleep
i boss him here and there.
lol.
now he still got mood to watch tv.

when i was sick last month
i LOVE the porridge that my dad made.
i always ask him to cook porridge at that week
and made him so busy.
sry dad.
anw, i loved it cos it made me sweat as though i was having p.e.
then my temp will go to 37.something.
the sweating feeling so shiok
but after an hour, my temp go up again.
my mum cooked fish porridge for me,
then i added pepper
sweat even more and loved that feeling.

ok! time for me to watch cartoon now. lol! =)

2009-05-06T04:07:00.000-07:00

my mum says that i got gastric cos i ate too little. i was at a loss of words when she said this. she always says that i should slim down a little. now she wants me to gain weight. this is the best time of my life! i can eat all i want without having her nag at me! ok! time to fatten myself up. i've prepared tidbits on my table. going to watch cartoon at youtube later. so got the food ready. lol. i feel so happy that i can get freedom of eating whateva i wanna eat! yayayayayaaaaaaayyyyyyyy! nobody to nag at me! lol. ok. gtg.

2009-05-05T00:51:00.000-07:00

Haven't posted in a really long time.
Was sick for a week.
Went to general hospital on the 6th day, last tues, for blood test
Ppl with fever were isolated... so sad
Had to wear mask
Then go blood test
Doc tied my arm with those dentist gloves
Then poke my hand with a needle to take my blood
Pain eh!
Had to bite my tongue to prevent myself from screaming,
Then the test finish...
Go x-ray
The lady asked me 3 times if I was pregnant
She made me sign a document tt confirmed tt I wasn't pregnant.
But cannot blame her
Coz it's a procedure tt she has to do with all female patients.
Coz the radioactive x-ray will deform the foetus,
Or worse, kill it.
Tt's what my dad told me.
Got a call from lx,
Told me tt she placed my eng books at my door
So tt I could revise for the exam the next day
Smth was wrong with me at tt time,
I scolded lx for placing the bks out in the open.
I remember, I didn¡¦t thank lx on the phone.
Thank you lx!
And sorry for scolding you. =(
I didn mean it.
I forgot that my neighbours are vry one.
I guess I was being too paranoid then...
Sry lx,
For being so rude at tt time
Thanks a lot for the books again.
Gosh,
I feel so stupid and childish for not thanking my buddy
And the worst thing is,
I scolded you!
I am sososososoooooo sorry lx
I feel really lousy for doing that
Thanks again for the books.

So bored in sch ytd.
Take temp twice.
Then sch was over bfor I knew it
Stayed back for lit
Had lunch wif my buddies
Went to lit
Copied ans
Then ms chia left for her teacher's meeting
I slept through the whole time when she was gone.
Was so tired that I plopped my head on the desk and slept.
Felt better after taking a nap
Then listen to ms chia explain
Then walked back home.
Was surprised I was actually DYING to be at home
Maybe I got so used to the feeling of being at home when I was sick.
Got out of my uniform
Studied lit and geog all the way till I had dinner
Then went youtube watch my fav cartoon (I know its childish, but I¡¦m a big fan of that cartoon since young. I know I¡¦m not maturing. :])
Watch till abt 8.15
Then did a bit of maths
And went to bed.
Sigh, seems really boring

Found out from mr kuek that I couldn't retest eng.
They'll take the marks from class tests.
No fair!
I got 64% for that compre!
1 more % and i could have gotten B3!
I could've done better if I took the exam!
but i could've done worse...
Now I dun even get a chance to try¡K
At geog today,
The class was totally restless and was in total chaos
Geog speech was okok
Managed to keep my eyes open
But couldn't help drifting awayyyyy
I like the pics that dawn's grp used.
So innovative.
Kept the class laughing!
Then eng read.
The RD this month is so thick compared to the previous ones.
Had a bit of fun in eng
Chem was boring
Sch ended, yay...

Ya know, sometimes, I feel that I'm not respecting my family enough.
Thanks dad,
For hiring a taxi to transport me to and from the hospital.
And thanks for paying for the medicine,
Which costed nearly $100
Thanks mum,
For washing the dishes for me when I'm sick
And for going to ntuc to buy fruits for me, with an injured leg...
Thanks bro,
For being so concerned for me when I'm sick
Thanks bro for understanding.
Thank you all for taking care of me when I'm sick
I'm really sorry if I argued and quarreled with you these days.
I'm really sorry.
Thank you for loving and caring for me.
I love you all.
I really do.

2009-04-19T03:54:00.000-07:00

you said you were wary, but were you wary when you go with ya noe who? you said you just did what you had to. do you raelly HAD TO go with ya noe who? maybe you should be thinking about if going with ya noe who was a right decision. have you thought about the consequences? i say this because i care. i won't think that you were flirting. in fact, when you first told me abt it ytd, the word flirting never never never came to my mind. i would not think you were flirting because you're not. i mean, you would be truthful if you said so... i don't anyone except yr family can ever understand you. to me, you are just shielding yourself up in a barrier and locking yrself up, not allowing anyone to go in the barrier to understand you. you might think i'm not letting go. i've always let you go. its just whether you want to leave or not. you said you needed time to think through. but by the time you made yr decision, i asume it would have been too late? btw, i just wanna treasure our friendship this year. coz there we might not even be together again next year. i don't wanna spoil this whole thing, so i'm gonna let you do whatever you want, and not bother you anymore, if that's what you really really want. i'm gonna shut myself up in class.

to jm, i'm not replying cos i left less than $3 in my phone. i'm not angry, i'm not sad. i'm not feeling anything. i know i still can reply you with $3, but i didn't feel like it. my card expires next month. my family is not as rich as you guys who can afford piano lessons or hamsters. (i know hamsters are cheap) sorry for being so rude there. i apologise. really sry...

sometimes, i wonder if i'm really useless. my family is kinda lack of money... my maternal grandfather has a disease, that could take his life any moment. my paternal grandmother has a kidney that id only functioning 40%. my mum broke a bone in her foot, and she still has to let me do my braces. i really feel like quitting my braces. taking it of and save the money for something else. mum also promised me to buy the inheritance cycle after the book 4 come out. and my mum is working so hard to save money for the both of us to get into university. she walks to different student's house everyday to give them tuition. she takes public transport and did not always get to sit down. and i can't do anything to help. i'm just sitting here, ruining my friend's relationship with me. sometimes, i wonder if my bro and i are just an extra burden to her. i feel really sry for mum. cos my bro isn't working hard to get into JC to help the family. what should i do? i feel really useless as a child.....

2009-04-18T02:13:00.000-07:00

why did you cheat on me?
i feel different.
you said it started long time ago.
have you been lying to me a long time ago?
why?
i've never lied to you before.
lying to me made me feel like i am such a lousy person.
i won't mind if you told me the truth from the start.
i will let you go in whichever way you prefer.
i'm serious.
i won't mind.
i feel really bad now,
coz its not the first time such problems happen to me.
such a problem happened to me in pri sch too.
but i was not so mad at her.
coz she told me what she wished from the start.
she didn't lie to me.
but you did.
i'm not blaming you.
i never blame other people.
its my fault.
i failed being a companion.
i failed being someone close to you.
i failed
i just failed.
i wrote about my true feelings in my diary and i cried halfway
i'm serious.
the poem i composed for you on your birthday
you said that the poem was very true.
the gossip that we had ytd
kinda strengthened our bond
but your words...
they cut a hold in me
and its deepening every single second.
i don't know what i did for deserving this.
but i just can't accept the fact that you lied to me.
it just means that i'm not worth anything to you.
it just means that you were wearing a mask over your face whenever you see me.
i won't get angry if you told me the truth from the beginning.
bcoz that's just the truth,
there's not point getting angry over it.
but now,
you cheated on me.
am i not worthy to you?
i hate it when someone close to me lies to me.
i just hate it.

p.s.
i say this because i care.
in case you don't know,
cca stand down from 20th April till exams over and resumes cca at 18th May.

2009-04-17T03:43:00.000-07:00

today got syf.
but i didn perform coz i was not feeling well.
when mrs on going through suriram,
halfway through the song,
when the mezzos are the main melody for the whole part,
my vision blurred.
then it got worse until my ear block
cannot really hear.
then i couldn't see mrs on, although she was in the 1st row.
she was wearing a luminous blue shirt,
but what i see was that the colour was fading.
so was the entire music room.
then mrs on stop us to say smth, which i cannot hear
i immediately turned around
and told kai ting that i was feeling giddy and want to faint.
then kaiting called wanxin.
i douls barely hear wanxin. i could only hear her say 'huh?'
then i think she said sit down, but i couldn't hear
then she signal to me.
only then i know she tell me to sit.
then i felt myself surrending and sinking to the floor
i felt a hundred pairs of eyes turning in my direction.
my vision and hearing improved.
but my stomach was feeling uncomfortable.
then when the song finish,
ppl around me asked if i was all rite.
melissa came and told me that if i was feeling really worse by the time we get to VCH,
then i don't perform.
she confirmed if i got eat just now.
i told her yes.
then i drank water.
wanna thank joanna, kaiting, jiawen, wanxin, jasmine, daryl, komal, joyce, melissa, and agnes for being so concerned abt my health. esp joanna, wanxin, melissa, and kaiting.
they were like my nanny.
then on the bus,
did not get any better
something was like squeezing my stomach
then when i got down the bus,
saw mr yong
he so HANDSOME!!!!!!!!
then when i walk,
i felt a lot better
then jeshrei came and tell us to faster go to mr yong for warm ups.
then when we sing in the public,
the tourists looking at us,
then they cannot stop smiling at us,
they even took photos of us.
then they stay there for a few seconds to hear us.
i kinda felt proud when they listened to us and smiled.
that time we singing BARTOK.
so cannot smile. too sad.
then we singing suriram,
then smile so idiotically.
then went to the room in VCH
then the room so echoey.
any choir would sound perfect there.
could not hear any mistakes there.
then i rested as i could not perform.
coz still feeling giddy.
then miss koo wanted to let me wear her jacket.
then she touch my hand,
and she said that i'm pretty cold.
so i wear her jacket,
which didn't help much.
then our school came.
then i see the way aminah walk ah,
WOW!
she looked so confident.
then when they singing,
only wanxin was so flexible.
swaying her body to the music.
esp for white horses and suriram.
i saw joanna swaying a little also.
then after the performance,
we took the bus back.
then go back and change.
then go have lunch with dawn n vanessa.
then stay back to try to get to class to get the hmk that jm left in the locker.
then went back down.
and had fun talking and gossiping.
lol.
it was seriously fun.
esp the its ok, its ok, its ok, its ok....
lol.

on tues, stayed back for dnt.
then the classroom kana locked up
then cannot take my bag.
then got so scared that i nearly cried.
then went back downstairs and saw leon and kah wei
they returned me my pencil coz they borrow it for dnt.
i told them that my bag got locked up.
then they went upstairs to help me get it out by breaking into it
leon and kah wei seems to be dismentalling the windows.
then he squeezed through the hole
then he unlocked the door from inside
so i went in and get my bag.
then thanked the both of them for like a million times.

just got the results for SYF.
got silver.
we worked so hard for it.
and this is the best chance for out choir to get a gold.
look at how many bases we have...
and silver is just what we got?
we don't deserve it....
quite disappointing...

2009-04-08T03:55:00.001-07:00

had auditions on mon.
and found out the results.
i failed the audition
then mr yong will audition tmr.
feel so bad
feel as though i am lousy than the rest
to me,
failing the audition is my failure.
i feel like collapsing,
i've never felt so sad and depressed before.
i was confident that i would pass,
coz i was not so nervous on the audition.
but i really didn't expect to fail.
its so embarrassing.
ok, lets not talk abt the sad thing.
the happy thing is that in the chi newspaper,
the xian zai section got miley cyrus and jonas bros!!!!
one of my biggest fans!!!
look at joe's triceps,
they are so tempting...
lol
am i being too disguisting?
i think i am.
tmr is e-learning day.
i'm pretty excited for that,
coz can go online,
and everyone will be online,
then surely will have 203 chatroom.
lol...
ok, dun feel like posting anymore...

2009-04-03T22:51:00.000-07:00

sian.
i'm going back to sch later for the sec 2 streaming talk
that means,
i will miss my chance today of exercising...
sian...
but this morning,
denisse came to see me
she so cute lor...
then, she brought this pack of paper
then wanted me to fold stars for her,
no matter how many times i teach her,
she also dunno how to fold....

2009-04-03T02:14:00.000-07:00

so long never post ler.
partly the reason is bcoz of virus
but the main reason is that i am really lazy
lol.
just finished 5 stations today.
finished 2.4 run last week.
got 15.52 for the run.
31 sit ups
135 for standing broadjump
31 for sit and reach
12.12 for shuttle run
16 pull ups.
quite disappointing.
confirm bronze ler lor.
my standing broadjump suddenly so low.
i tried for about 7 times then can pass.
i nearly fell for shutle run.
my stomach was aching before i did sit ups
i was surprised that i could get 31 for that.
had choir ytd.
got scolding from mr yong.
i found that he was very true.
if we compare our choir with other choirs,
we are actually very lousy.
only in practice,
by luck then can sing in tune.
but in performance,
really have to hope that we are in tune.
i think we need the sec 4s last year to help us.
especially base.
without haziq, bases are weakening now.
lucky that sops still got agnus.
agnus' singing is so power!
i so envy agnus.
i think tenors are going to be weak next year without malcolm.
i think they are going to be weak without brandon and jeshiri (i hope i spelled that correctly)
speaking of malcolm,
i find that he really looks like edward cullen from twilight
he's so white, so pale,
and so gorgeous.
speaking of looking alike,
i think that me lee, really looks like mr yong
esp like the eyes.
when they stand beside each other,
they like brother like that.
lol.
we are going to have SYF on 17th April
which is about 2 weeks away.
need more practices, and must put in more effort...
btw,
farhanny, puei yi (i hope that correctly), sae am (i hope i spelled correctly too), jeshiri are joining bpain idol.
i'm not sure jasmine joining or not.
i heard a lot of ppl from choir are joining.
this year, like a lot of ppl from choir joining choir.
i hope they become the top 10 or 15.
i hope the champion is also from choir
then can bring glory to our choir.
lol. kidding.
i'm starting to feel hungry.
i go find snacks. cya!

2009-03-21T03:53:00.000-07:00

hmm... quite blurry huh?

say cheeseeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

say cheese in the air!!!

lol! look at me!!

i'm flying!!

cover my hand with a tweeze

ain't i cute?

don't i look like a model?

ain't i pretty? huh?

hi there!

i know you love taking photos of me

so i'll pose more.

look at my shiny arm

look at my flabby cheeks

look at my beautiful smile! and my huge ears

sry, i'm not paying attention in looking at the camera

i know my face doesn't suit the pose

oh when the saints go marching in...

a stiffened march

a happy march

a crazy march. i look like an elf...

i have no idea what i was thinking

heeeheeeeeee

what's going on there....

hahahhaaaaaa

love my shirt? i know i look like a rapper.

perfect. now you can't see the armpit

don't i look like little nonya

little nonya's finger went crooked...

little nonya has a beautiful smile.

little nonya looks really cheeky.

ok. these are the photos that i took last month.
wanted to start my post with my baby cousin.
cute right>
those photos are not me when i was young.
just wanted to express how my cousin feels when i took her pictures.
the little nonya thing right,
is what my relatives call her.
coz it was chinese new year.
then my cousin wear like little nonya.
and the pink shirt that she was wearing,
it made her look like a wrapper.
the shirt was so baggy lor... lol.
there is still virus in my com.
actually, not really virus
i just changed my password for my msn
so i hope got no more problem ler.
then i just scanned my computer again
and found so many tracking cookie devices.
i feel like reading a new book, eragon.
i watched the trailer of the movie.
and it was so exciting...
to see the bad guy riding on a dragon.
so cool.
its like riding on a magic carpet.
lol...
today in sch was rather fun.
had fun in geog and chem.
geog was not much of fun.
but chem was really fun...
abt the joke that joanna and i shared.
we couldn't stop laughing at that,
oh and during maths period.
talking abt the song womanizer.
how nice it sounded
and how the song had the 'get up and dance' feeling.
lol... really funny.
then i was so crazy and laughing and laughing over it.
i think there was really something wrong with me at that time.
urgh...
i dun want today to end.
if today ends, i got less time to prepare for the audition.
i dun like audition,
coz my yong failed all the altos once.
even the sl.
so scary
and we were told that its being tested individually.
infront of the whole choir.
if we fail, it would be such a disgrace....
and i am standing at the sides.
beside a mezzo.
so if mr yong tests suriram,
i might be the first to get tested.
feel the pressure?
even when i type this,
i can feel my hands turning cold.
and my feet too.
i hope can pass lah,
and hope that there will still be groupings.
groupings then better.
so that mr yong can see if we got listen to each other.
whether we are trying to blend with our group or not.
grouping also will reduce pressure mah.
i really hope there will be groupings.
i think i can't continue anymore.
my hands are cold. cya.

2009-03-02T03:31:00.000-08:00

was in a very bad mood today.
coz i failed my chi by 2 marks.
i just don't get it.
why do some people get such high marks
and why do people like me always cannot catch up with them?
is it bcoz we are stupid?
or is it bcoz those people are just too smart and the paper was just too easy for them?
i think its both.
i think i am both stupid and cannot follow lessons properly.
my brain cannot absorb vocabulary that quickly.
so for the vocab questions,
i got only 4 out of 20.
which is rather pathetic.
but thank goodness that i passed for the overall chi mark
well,
gotta work harder next time.
its joanna's birthday today!
she was bugging hui ting for her present.
she was asking hui ting,
where is my present???
well,
dun be too hungry for presents, jo!
lol
i was intending to surprise jo
and wait till the last period then give her.
so that she will think that we have actually forgotton her birthday gift.
well, jo,
what can i say...
forgetting your birthday is something we will never do
and not buying your present is just simple unacceptable.
and whether you liked it or not,
we won't take no for an answer.
lol
that is like forcing you to like out present.
lol...
just joking... lol...
i was just about to go to choir today.
when i walk past a blk
then plasma walked past me
and pretended like as though he didn't know me.
lol.
he looked away.
and i stared at him until he went away.
ok.gtg bb

2009-02-26T02:50:00.000-08:00

had choir today.
was so danm nervous when mr yong tested us individually
i opened my mouth twice
but nothing came out
my legs were shaking
my teeth were chattering
i felt really cold
and he changed my place
i went to the third row instead if the 1st.
mr yong was so damn angry with the altos.
felt really disappointed with myself.
i felt diff in the 3rd row
i could hear myself better.
but i dunno how to blend with the others
coz i couldn't hear them.
and today common test over ler.
the chi paper was so damn tough
even ms zhuo said it was diff
i think i will fail the paper
i was basically rushing through the paper
coz i did not manage to complete the paper last year
twice, i did not notice the timing
i was constantly looking at the higher chi timing.
so bored.
dun feel like doing anything,
and i gotta go for the choral exchange on sat
gotta wake up early
actually, its not early
its the same time as i normally wake up.
gotta go to hwa chong institution.
for the choral exchange.
mr yong says,
a few of the best choirs in singapore will be there.
so this is just an experience on how you fair among them.
so yea. i gtg,
cya

2009-02-25T02:59:00.000-08:00

one more paper to go
i should be studying now
but i just gotta say this now.
can't wait any more.
i may have hurt you today.
i should have just shut up
i knew you were more sensative then others
but still i talked unneccesary stuff
that made yr eyes water.
i think i have not done this before
but i kinda regret doing it.
i was wrong, foolish and i was not thinking about what i was doing
i could have been really stupid.
but i apologise now
coz i know i am being really unfair
for treating you like this
i know you did not like it.
if i were you, i wouldnot like it too.
i was too much
and thought that the world revolved only around me.
i thought you were silly and foolish
but i thought about it the whole afternoon
and realised that i was being foolish for doing that
but spitting out things that meant so much to you
for spitting out words that meant the end if a friendship
seriously, your attitude was not up to me
so why am i caring so much abt you?
i should be listening and comforting you
not say things that would hurt you
but instead i said those stuff
and i guess you could have thought that i didn't care abt you
i think you were right?
teachers are really unfair sometimes.
treating us as a punching bag,
but i thought abt what you said.
that he did not know how to be a teacher.
well, i couldn't agree on that.
coz i thought that no one should make that comment
when you don't have any experience in becoming a teacher.
here i am again
saying stuff that might burt you again.
i really wanna say sorry.
but you know, sometimes, saying sorry is really hard for me.
so i hope you do read this.
and do know that i am talking to you.
i hope you do.
and will you forgive me?
i have hurt you many times.
but never once did i say sorry.
never once did i apologise.
and you did many things for me.
many.
but i was selfish.
i'm trying really hard to change who i am.
to be a nicer person.
to listen to people and shut up at the right time.
so... sorry, friend.
are we still friends?
we are right?
i hope you would say yes.
dun have to tell me the answer.
i know the answer. lol

okkkkk./// that was a really emo post
now its me again.
the real me.
the other side of me.
lol.
one more paper to go.
chi.
OMG.
my tooth is shaking
the tooth that the dentist said it has a risk of dropping out.
it is shaking now.
well,
i gotta stop fooling with the tooth,
stop playing with the tooth with my tongue.
otherwise,
when the tooth drop out
i gotta go for another operation, i think,
to get another fake tooth.
which is NOT a denture.
that will cost another $5000 to $6000.
hmm....
i was wondering what was mr puffer's e-mail.
i thought i wrote it down,
i rmb seeing it quite a few times.
but i can't find where i wrote it down.
i can't find it!
so if anybody knows mr puffer's e-mail,
kindly tag my tagboard.
thanks!
ok. i guess i gtg.
cya!

2009-02-21T22:34:00.000-08:00

feel like i have not updated for a long time.
actually no lah
i just updated ytd.
had to go to my grandma's hse later.
i dun feel like going
just goinf there to visit my grandma
just bcoz its her birthday.
i would not have to go if my mum did not drag me there.
and now
its going to rain sooonnnn
i hope i could give my mum an excuse not to go.
gtg now...

2009-02-21T02:25:00.000-08:00

big eyes

'get the hat off me!!!'

i like the crutches! the crutches are so interesting

i'm a mermaid (hiding my tail aka legs)

gotcha! i'm just pretending to be a mermaid.

look at both us us!

don't we look alike?

my cousin came to my house

and these are the photos i took.

don't we look alike?

ppl say yes,...

well....

we got a 'blood relation'

lol.

give comments on the tagboard. thanks!! =)))

2009-02-10T02:57:00.001-08:00

i started the day really well today.
laughing and joking and blablabla
having geog was totally fun.
eng read period was soso.
then, there was eng period.
at first i thought it was going to be another fun lesson.
but it was not.
the lame old teacher was so mean and strict
and went abt mocking and criticizing us.
what does he expect man?
we are not geniuses ya know?
the world does not revolve around you only.
he was apparantly insulting out intelligence.
calling us stupid
making me feel like as though i wanna dig the ground and hide there.
he wants to scold me, CAN!
but he don't have to say the word stupid right?
he could say other things like foolish, silly. right?
he is just TOO MUCH!
saying the bad things...
asking me questions and treating me like a complete idiot.
asking me questions and expecting me to know?
not only that.
were we supposed to present the public speaking today?
he wanted us to present it today.
did he said in the past few days that it was due today?
did he?
N-O. NO
he expexted us to know when he did not even tell us?
is he using his SENSE like what he taught us on his 1st day with us?
apparantly not.
he just showed us the ppt and left everything to us.
he could have included the due date in there.
why he expects us to know everything?
he did not even make himself clear!
when you are in out country,
you don't mock us ok?
who are you to mock us?
who are you to poke fun at us?
we are not puppets that you can play with.

2009-02-06T04:01:00.003-08:00

changed blogskins after my previous post.
coz i wanted to add a song badly from imeem
i spent a long time adjusting the template.
ya like it?
give me a tag abt it!
thanks!

2009-02-06T02:55:00.001-08:00

finally get to post again.
i fell in love with 2 songs ytd.
wordplay by jason mraz
and stuck with each other by shontelle ft Akon.
pretty good song.
for the song wordplay,
i like the chorus.
had choir ytd.
i was so scared that mr yong will test us for the SYF
i was scared that i would fail then i will not qualify for the SYF.
mr yong had a belt around his jeans.
i think he was too scared that his jeans will drop
coz he said his jeans was too loose and he was struggling to keep his jeans up.
LOL.
ok, i just finished dinner.
and just before dinner,
my dad asked me if i was scared i was being hypnotised.
i've never heard him mention this before.
so for a few seconds,
i forgot what the meaning of wordplay was.
then my dad said he was being hypnotised before.
i would not say by who.
otherwise i would be vry racist.
he was going to work
then he meet this person.
who claimed that he was a fortune teller.
and my dad just took out his wallet and paid him $10 for telling him his future.
my dad could not rmb what he said though
and i was like
listening with my mouth dropping.
i could not believe it.
i though hypnotises only happen in like myths or legends and blablabla
how could this be possible?????????????
so my dad was pretty worried that someone might hypnotise me and my bro when we are alone at home to open the door for the person to come in.
and i was like LOL!!!
but althoughi find it funny
part of me felt a little frightened.
coz my dad seemed rather serious when he told me this.
he didn't really finish the story then he went out to work already.
i am so going to stalk him tonight to ask him to finish the story.
well,
just gotta be more careful in the future.
i sure don't want this to happen to me...

2009-02-02T03:23:00.000-08:00

finally get to post again.
so long never post ler.
changed blogskins ler.
so got no more problem ler. lol...
YAY!
got no school tmr.
but i feel so sian without school.
got no homework.
so what to do??
btw,
i wanted to include the song beautiful soul by jesse mccartney.
but i find it vry troublesome.
i think i will include the song in when i find a new blogskin.
i think the song is quite nice lor.
should go listen to some jesse's songs when you have time.
ok. i think i should now.
go watch hannah montana!
that is also an awsome show.
so funny.
could not stop laughing.
esp at oliver.
his character vry funny.
like following blindly.
lol
gtg.
cya later!
oh, and give me comments on my blogskin!

2009-01-15T03:44:00.000-08:00

so long never post ler,
one reason is bcoz i was busy with hmk and other stuff
another reason is bcoz i was busy playing games.
well,
since i got time today,
i shall change blogskin too.
and change the song too.
don't you find the song vry meaningful?
abt true friend.
i want to dedicate this song to my friends,
Joanna, Jia Min, Komal, Melody and Li Xuan.
my really true friends.
well,
although i do rmb some of the great things you did to me last time.
well,
had choir today.
and mr yong was like pinpoint at every mistake that we make,
then wei de was so funny!
gave him a friendly glare
and he was so timid
and he was there talking to agnus.
had a newcomer.
she got in by DSA.
she went to soprano.
she looks a little blur blur,
and she tried to follow.
and i was beside a mezzo.
then the girl beside me was singing so loudly.
i could not hear what was the altos singing.
i was so distracted by the mezzos.
and i looked at jo,
her face was like a cherry.
like a ferrari.
wonder what the hell is wrong with her.
i know lah,
from the angle that she is sitting,
she can see the guys vry easily.
maybe the guys mentioned her name,
then her face so cherry red.
well, not cherry
the colour of ms suzanna lee's lipstick.
lol.
jkjk.
dun get offended, jo.
seriously,
yr face was as red as our maths file.
i was abt to ask you,
are you hot?
what were you thinking at that time?
i wonder if komal noticed it too...
oh and during choir,
when the bases was sitting down,
i was wondering where arvin was.
maybe he could not find komal
and went out of school searching for her.
lol.
just kidding...
oh, when the bases was sitting down,
harrison was lying on william.
then way he lie down is like a girl
and i was telling daryl that he looked like sleeping beauty
and william is his prince charming.
lol...
then i was thinking not propotional leh.
harrison so tall
then william is one head diff shorter.
lol...
oh and, from the angle that i was sitting,
i could see the newcomer vry clearly.
her name was jeerlyn tan
i'm not sure if i spelt her name correctly.
but i realised that she is vry bony
when she stand right,
she was beside kelly.
then i compare kelly's legs with hers.
hers was so much thinner.
kelly's one is already so thin.
but her's was thinner.
well,
i actually noticed that the colour of kelly's legs are pretty good.
i mean,
the colour blended well with the shape of her leg.
and the newcomer's face vry cute
lol
she like got a kind of natural blusher.
lol...
ok, i think i gtg.

2009-01-04T03:16:00.000-08:00

a new song this time.
nicer right?
pls give me a comment on the song.
the chorus esp,
is quite nice.
i'm starting to like hannah montana
her voice is coooooollll!
ok...
having choir tmr.
haven't finish BARTOK.
i hope mr yong won't test us individually.
i hope mrs onn comes back soon...
oh, another nice song is....
teardrops on my guitar.
i like taylor swift's voice
so pure.
ok,
i think i gtg.

jia min: lol =)
lareyna: hi!!!
qistina: hello! opening your blog soon?

2008-12-28T01:11:00.000-08:00

finally finished reading twilight.
and edward is sooo HOT!
i went to west coast park yesterday
to play with my family.
actually, not much of play.
i got my feet dirty.
and then we went to have diner
at some hawker centre nearby
actually, it's not nearby
we sat in my aunt's car and she brought us there.
the meal costed alot.
my mumpaid most of it.
my grandparents just sat there waiting
and did not do anything.
my bro has trouble opening the xbox.
i have experienced that before
and i just wait for a few min
and he insisted on trying and trying.
he just cannot be patient.
so irritating.
and he is blaming everything on me,
coz i was the last one who used the xbox,
so he is so angry with me and wants me to solve the problem.
its like, what is his problem?
he never experience this before meh?
wait for dad to come back then ask him to help you lah!
sigh...
let's just ignore him.
feel so bored nowadays.
got so addicted to twilight that i forgot to read the chi vocab
and my mum ended up scolding me.
she confiscated the books and put it in her room.
at first, i didn't know she placed them in her room,
but i still managed to find them there.
sigh, dunno what to post.
i'm so not looking foward to going back to school.
ok, my bro gave up on fixing it.
he said "next time, you dun on the xbox"
fine, whatever.
he is still blaming me.
i think he doesn't know the meaning of patience.
he already watched his damn cartoon on the internet.
and at the same time,
i used the xbox to watch camp rock.
and now, he is blaming me.
fine.
no point argueing with him.

lareyna: yea, it rocks! and edward is so HOT!!
entong: i think i finished most, even if i haven't complete, i think i am too lazy to finish it. haha
jia min: hi! looking foward to going back to school? =)

2008-12-20T02:39:00.000-08:00

finally updated.
i know it's quite plain.
but at first the background is pink
i tried to change the colour to blue
but it was so dark blue
then i cannot quite see the words.
then i changed to yellow
then it was so dark yellow
then i changed to light yellow
then the colour become like this
NOTHING
i think its quite intersting isn't it?
at least it's quite plain.
and i added a song.
pretty nice huh?
well,
felt so bored at home,
and my bro was using the computer.
so i had not much time to use.
now he is not at home,
so i faster update my blog.
coz i know i have not updated for like 2 weeks?
and i am dying to read twilight series
i couldn't find the book in popular.
i think it got snatched away by others
coz its the 1st one in the bestsellers
i saw the trailor of the movie
and edward is HOTHOTHOT
he had really thick makeup
his skin was initially like golden
but he had to put so much foundation to make his skin pale white
i read the summary of twilight on wikipedia.
so intersting!
i think i will be going to the lib again to try to search for the book.
i think i have to off the computer soon.
afterwards got the movie ella enchanted.
ella ella eh eh eh...
haha.
my bro dun wan to watch
but who cares
i wanna watch.
cya

qistina: hi!
entong: hihis!
yi jia: hi! take care too!!
julia: hi there! =)
regena: hey yo, regena!
jia min: hello! sry, quite lazy to update. haha

2008-12-08T00:40:00.000-08:00

finally changed blogskinn.
and added a song.
oooo...
as soon as i was typing this,
plasma signed in
ya know what i mean?
haha.
REHAB!!!!
this song is so nice
esp the part where the jingles came in
its so surprising.
and the first part,
rihanna was doing solo,
then all of a sudden,
the jingles came in,
and its not even the chorus yet.
makes you wanna go on and listen.
and i think JT agreed on doing this song bcos of his voice.
vry deep, very nice.
they blended in really well!
when rihanna sang the oh,
still got echo.
its like the studio was so quite.
or she was singing on a high moutain.
haha,
jking
ok. gtg
i think my parents will be coming home soon.